AHH HELL.
so freaking disappointed.
all the hard works and efforts for nothing.
guilty guilty guilty.
because of me.
should have learnt to control my anger better last time.
shouldn't have caused so many troubles in school.
AHHHHH.
why does it always take such a hard knock before i wake up?
and most times..i fall right back into a slumber again.
when will i ever learn.
the pain the pain the pain.
their tears.
and everyone's hopes and despair.
i brought it all upon them..
should have learnt..should have learnt.
trapped.in situations we can't control.
i'm sorry.
i really truly am.
but im just grateful for even being able to perform in class 4F.
with the really coorperative audiences.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
it meant alot.
knowing that at least.. our efforts did not go down the drain..
although it was pretty screwed. *oops*
we had loads and loads of fun. (:
AHs.
& im dreading graduation night already.
can't bear to even think that we will not be ableto see each other everyday after that.
)):
arhs. don' let it come that fast.
this bunch of sec fours have been the greatest ever. (:
OUR ENERGY LEVEL.
WOAH! high like anything. ((:
and we have learnt to treasure our teachers more than ever.
ehhs. at least SOME lahs. ((:
hahaha.
& HOLIDAYS!
as much as i would really really like to have fun and just enjoy.
i know its not possible.
because this is supposed to be a time for me to catch up on my studies.
i need it.
but damn. how to start.
APPREHENSIVE.
oh wells. have got to stop thinking and just get down to doing it.
its the actions that counts.
my apologies,
JinLong
JINLONG,