November 30, 2006
clare posted at 10:06 PM
hmms..today bought smting again.. a jacket? ermms..half jacket.lols..short-sleeved derhs.. verii nice..seems like everitime ii go bugis or shopping,ii will buy smting..hahas..ii need to save money lerhs.. broke lerhs..alamak.. hahas.. hmms..after shopping,peii agnes to chong pang coz she wanted to get smting..den there was this ahpekk..kp on staring..urghh..den diao hiim..he dun dare stare lerhs..hahas.. :) after dat yong han nnd brian came..to fetch the DA XIAO JIE home. hahas.. but brian went home lahhs..onli yong han fetch her home..hahas..hmms.. sians lohs..ii feel like going swimming tomoro..hahas..weird rite? ai yahs..fark care.. hhaahas..see bahs.. :)hais..misses alots..yyy? cant ii stop tinking about hiim? give up bahs..iits impossible!! :) yeas.iits ok.. :)
misses nnd lloves.
ii <3 my baobeiis 184!!! :)
clare posted at 1:54 AM
Decided to be mummy's gurl for today nnd stay at home. packing my room!! hehes..i m such a gd gurl!! i noe i noe..bhb..hahas.. oops..today is wed..there was supposed to be G12..but ii forgot..oops.. sorii xuann.. hahas.. oh..fark..nxt wed is class gathering..shit..have to miss G12 again..better tell xuann tomoro..lolls..sorii..
hmms..tomoro going bugis again..yes pls..eyesrolling pls..bugis AGAIN?? yea..again..how sick?? hai..nvm..is to pei agnes..hahas..she wans to go buy her top. yep..i m such a gd fren. >.< hehes. hais..bugis is reali farking sian lerh lahs. hopefuli there is new stufs there bahs..nnd handsome guys.. lolls..
tingg is going to malaysia lerhs.. for 3days.. will miss her!!! lucky her..hahas.. <33
misses nnd lloves.
ii <3 my baobeiis 184!!
November 29, 2006
clare posted at 1:29 AM
yays!! today went bugis..yep.. bought loads of things.. hahas..went to peoples park with my younger sis to find my mum first nnd bought this denim shorts tat was damn nice!! hahas.. :) den went to bugis..i bought the top tat ii wanted.. yes..finally.. :) nnd oso the LEATHER CUFF!! hahas.. so damn hapi! hahas.. :) after dat,met xuan,tingg nnd baozhen..hahas.. we shopped nnd den we saw a veri nice denim short..so we bought iit.same design..diff colours..hahas..xuanns was white..tinggs was like faded denim..mine was kinda brown..yupps..hahas.. :) love iit!! enjoyed today..bought loads of stuffs..tingg nnd xuann bought alot of stuffs too..bao zhen bought tis jacket tat cost $42 den we walked on nnd saw the exact same jacket nnd iit cost onli 20plus. so sad lorhhs..waste money..hmms..poor bao zhenn.
damn hapi.. but m verii verii tired!! after shopping,xuanns father drove us nnd alighted me nnd tingg at ang mo kio mrt station..ii sent tingg back to yishun lerhs,ii went back to orchard again.. to meet brian,yong han nnd cederic..yepp..went to lucky plaza to play pool..had fun..den smting verii verii scank hapened..hahas..nnd i m NOT gonna say..hahas..at 9.30 like dat,we went to take our dinner..den after dinner went to find agnes..to fetch her from work..yar..ii reached hm at around 12.30 plus..coz we had to wait for agnes for verii long..hahas.. :) yupps..today was a fun day man.. :) thanx everybodii..misses nnd lloves.ii <3 my baobeiis!!! 184
November 28, 2006
clare posted at 3:49 AM
haish.. now is 3:40am.. cant fall asleep!!! so was sian..decided to blog..just write crap lohhs.. hmms..yar.. feel like making a private blog!! hehes..den will be like everyday's secret diary!! hahas..den hopefuli,wen i die,smone can find it..yea?? lolls!! crazy.. haish.
hmms..listening to casting crowns now..yea..they are good.. hahas. christian rock..hmms..but have been listening more to the likes of marilyn manson nnd korn coz they are LOUD nnd can distract from alot of tings..so mani tings happen..this 2 mnth?? yar. god noes i m not good nnd nvr was good with words.. so mani tings i wanna say out..type out?? but can't..coz i can't find the appropriate words to describe.. yar..then is like just fell like doing so mani tings lohs. nnd guess wat?? i have began to find the courage to do things i nvr dared to in the past. lols.maybe coz the fear of death is not there anymore bahs.. hmms..ii wanna train..train for just in cases.. lolls.. stamina to be stronger..me to be stronger.. to be able to fite..yea.
falling back into my loves for music lerhs. hmms..dun understand why.. yea..cant find the comfort i cld in the past now.. trying to find that back..
m i reali changing? yea.. if i ever do,pls tell me. ii find dat i smile less often?dunno lahs..
hais..suddenly feel that the world is verii selfish..self-centered.yea.both uu nnd me. dunno how to describe y ii feel tis way..but daily happenings can prove to uu tis statement is true..yea..
-Does anybody hear her? can anybody see? or does anybody even knows she is going down today. under the shadow of our steeple..with all the lost nnd lonely people. searching for the hope that is turned away in uu nnd me..does anybody hear her?can anybody see..-Does AnybodyHear BY CastingCrowns.Misses nnd lovess.ii <3 my baobeiis :) 184
November 27, 2006
clare posted at 11:25 PM
hmms..tings are finally fine with her lerhs.. yeas.. :) load off my mind. yeas.. so glad.. hmms.. ii love her.. :) hahas..
today stay at hm whole day.. so sian narhhs!! but decided to be angel for a day.. yups.. smting is wrong with my phn lohhs.. hais..connection got sm farking prob. hais..dunno yy.. then is like canot receive sms for a few hrs?? kanasai.. hais. heal my phn lah. pls. so dat i can sms like normal!! its like msg hiim halfway,no more msgs.. hais.. hopefuli..wed.. hahas.. >.<
misses nnd lovess.. >.<
ii <33 my BaobeiiS! :) 184!!!
November 26, 2006
clare posted at 11:14 PM
drum lesson was fun today.. yupps.. lols. nnd at least there was someone to accompany me..so iit was enjoyable. bass looks difficult..my god.. the things the teacher cld do to the bass,guitar, nnd drum was farking amazing! yup..if onli i can do that in future.. kinda impossible though.
After drum lesons,went to jerrold's hse.. to watch The Descent. quite an old movie lerhs.. but iit was damn damn damn damn damn nice lah. the gore....eww... now i understand y iit was M18. lols. nnd the monster is just plain eww oso.. damn gross..but nice.. yupp.. veri scary.. lols..
yep.. dun feel like writing lerhs. bye.
clare posted at 12:11 AM
pls lah hor..nb..cb..i got find my kor arhs? nb. uu farking dunno everiting den dun anyhow say lah hors. uu go find out the truth 1st den say can. dunno is hu find kor lehhs. dunno whose KOr come find me nnd scold me derh lehs. .true colours? bian? ii wonder is hu bian lah horrs.ii bian? haha!! yar.. ii bian lohs.. i bian more vulgar. more attitude isit? wateva uu say lah horr.. dun put words into my mouth lah hors. btw. if u cant see..ii was being farking sarcastic wen i said everiting was my fault.read carefuli. i had a smiley face there can? dumb ass. uu dare say uu nvr give atitude? yar..correct!! uu nvr give attitude..yays..ur attitude rawks. haha.. puhlease.dun make me puke. n pls lorh. ii m not so shallow to tell ur mum those kinda tings ok.i dun need to do these type of tings to win ppls sympathy. dunno is hu act. hah!! look at ur blog entry lahs. the way we scream at each other nnd ur blog entry today so totali dun match lehs. flirt. haha!! yar.. ii flirt..uu not flirt.. uu rawk the most lah ok? TAKE CARE. oh yar..dat was meant to be sarcastic too. :)
November 25, 2006
clare posted at 10:17 PM
hmms. just bathed..nnd came back from jogging.. dunno y i m so into jogging now. well.just reali wan to train my stamina.. smhow..iit seems like after a run.. i feel more relaxed. ii feel a sense of accomplishment. :) hope i can slim down!! hmms..feeling reali hungry larhhs. whole day haven eat. coz have nth to eat.nnd dun feel like eating.
fark..i got bitten by alot of mosquitoes lah! coz of yesterday. sarkks.. damn itchy now.. poor weiling oso.. sorii weiling!!
hmms..i dun wanna tink bout so mani tings lerhs.. ii just wan to concentrate on my drum lessons.tomoro is drum lessons lerh..ii wan go practise. :) bye.
clare posted at 5:04 PM
do u noe how difficult it is?? wen all u reali wan to do is to scream nnd shout at the whole world.. uu have to act nnd pretend like nothing is wrong. uu noe how farking difficult it is?? fark.. let me tell u.it is veri veri difficult.. farking difficult. wen all i relai wanna do is to scream nnd cry. i have to laugh nnd pretend nths wrong..
clare posted at 3:43 PM
iit ended. our frenship. no more chance. yep. nnd iits all my fault. :) iit oways is.
hmms..yesterday reach hm at 3.45 in the morning.. went so mani place..den saw someone fighting while waiting for weiling. lolls. iit was a nice show.all the shouting.
ii veri GanDong-ed.. weiling pei me yesterday. yup. ii was so tired.. walk alot.. from sembawang park to sun plaza.. iit was reali tiring.. but ii reali enjoyed the long walk.infact. i needed the long walk. THANX WEILING. thanx for peiing me yesterday.. nnd telling me so mani tings..love uu lotss. reali reali grateful. :)
yesterday went bugis with cyn. had lotss of fun narhs..bought alot of tings. yep..nnd we gave ourselves manicure at her hse. iit turned out pretty well..ii love iit.yep.thanx cyn..for the enjoyable day. :) love ya.
am just farking confused lahs.. so mani tings. wat shld ii do? ii reali dunno aniting animore.it seems like. iits no use lerh lahs.. no use lerhs.. mite as well let iit be like this..ii reali just felt like letting iit end..everiitng..but i reali cant bear to.why? why is it oways my fault? y is always everiting my fault? is it fair? but ii guess..iit doesnt reali matter if it is fair. becoz nth in this world ever is. ii feel so lost all of a sudden. tis time. id un tink even god can shine the light through nnd guide me out of this tunnel. iits no use..
November 23, 2006
clare posted at 9:49 PM
wakakakas...went jogging today..hmms..am reali reali tired..ii dun reali noe wat made me felt like running today..but i reali enjoyed it..hahas. cool. ii cant believe tat i ran so much today. so long never run lerhs..suddenly feel weird weird derhs..but had fun..esp. wen i m joggin alone..no interruptions..nnd can jog at my own pace..hahas..i wanna train more!! so that my stamina can be better nd i can be skinnier? hahas.. >.<
hmms..went to my pri sch today.. to pei my sis take her PSLE results..hahas..am ii a gd sister??? YES!! hahas..jkjk..ii was actuali FORCED to.hahas..by CHIA BAO ZHEN!! hahas..but i dun regret lahs..iit was quite fun. :) den we went for lunch..hahas..AGAIN. FORCED BY BAO ZHEN. hahas..coz she is scared to be the onli gurl..hahas.. but ii dun regret oso..hahas..ii had so much fun narhhs..hahas..her bunch of frens are just plain funi nd wacky..hahas.. so full after eating..heart pain..coz of the money..hahas.. :)
my sis had an aggregate score of 231..not bad lahs..3As 1b..which was sci..hahas..
well..ii veri veri long never play maple lerhs. going to train my character now..hahas.. :) cuu
November 22, 2006
clare posted at 10:47 PM
today went escape!! hahas.. :) iit was reali fun.. :) hahas..but iit was last min..xuan call me at 9.15 nnd told me we were meeting at 10 at interchange..nnd ii wan tinking like..wtf?? not enuf time lohs..in the end..we took cab down.. coz we tot we were late..but end up everbody was later den us!! hahas.. today was cool..ii tok rides tat ii din dare to in the past NND ii dared to go into the haunted hse w/o feeling quite afraid..ii even dared to look aroud nnd explore the whole place..hhahas..today was a reali fun day.. :) maybe post pics nxt time bahs.now too exhausted..
ii m reali relai farking tired..hais.. cnot tahan lerhs..everiday slp for onli tat veri few hrs..ii can die..
some more..like he says, have to replenish my energy!! hahas.. :) so dat wen we meet..can reali have fun..hahas..ii cant wait for 6th dec!! 2ee class outing..cool..yy cant we have a chalet? hais..so sad..hahas.. maybe nxt time plan bahs.. :) wan to go slp lerhs.. :)
ii farking need money.. :) help!! wan to find a job so tat instead of spending money..i will be earning!! hahas..
November 21, 2006
clare posted at 11:51 PM
THIS IS A BLOG ENTRY DEDICATED TO XUANN BAOBEIIX!!
:wateva happens..ii m oways here.. ok? hais..if uu wan do silly tings, we do together.. dats wat u do for me oso.. ni ke yi derhs.. mwarkks..no matter wateva farking tings hapen..never ever forget that me nn ting are here.. we are oways here. jia you..nobody wanted iit tis way..take care baobeii.. love uu lotssssssss...mwarkks..
clare posted at 9:16 PM
the shirt that i wanted to buy but couldnt..nnd my new skirt!! hahas..love iit!!
fooling around nnd taking pics of me wearing sunglasses!! orange!! :)
clare posted at 8:09 PM
YAYS!! today went Bugis shopping with agnes. hahas. well..bugis is getting veri boring with the same old things always.but ii went round trying clothes..sunglasses nnd did reali wacky stuffs.. :) hahas.. MY GOD!!! ii saw dis reali cool A*gothic dress..iit was farking fabulous!! but iit caused 49.90..which was more than wat i cld afford..hais..so sad.. but ii reali reali love iit! :) ii bought new earrings nnd skirt.. ii love my new white denim skirt!! hahas..nd my guitar earring. :) ii oso saw this reali cool shirt lahs!! ii reali wanted iit oso but iit cost 24..hais..better save up my money to buy presents for others!! hahas.. :) hahas.. my leg was reali tired..hais.. but iit was reali worth iit..hahas.. :) i mean..wen was shopping ever not worth iit? hahas. but singapore is pretty small..so we dun get alot of big malls..'cept for vivo city..but so mani shops still not yet open so goin there now wld pretty much a waste of time..hahas.
well..cant tink of much to write for today..hahas..post pics later on..hahas. c uu!! :) hahas.. byes. :)
clare posted at 3:00 AM
*wheetS!!hehes..ii changed my blogskins yet again..hahas..ii love dis cann?? :) hahas.so fun. but troublesome.lolls..ii noe uu cant stand me.. ii cant stand my self too.. hahas..iis this going to continue? maybe..untill i get to do my verii own skin!! man..wen ii went to search for blogskins,ii was like farking envious. hahas..the blogskins they have is reali nice..nnd the best ting?? they did it all by themselves. cool huh. iif onli i can too.. :)hmms..going to bugis later on with Agnes..hahas. then on wednesday,there is G12..nnd on thurs,shopping with Wei Ling..nnd on friday,shopping with Cynthia..*wheets!! i like!! hhahas..but dunno if my purse will be able to take iit..hahas.. :) presents for so mani of my frens..coz their b'daes falls just nicely on nov nnd dec.. shld have save more money..hahas..oh well..too late for regrets..just have to make do w/o food..hahas.. or find a job..nnd QUICK!! hahas..oh well..wanna go put songs into my blog lerhs.. :)shall blog up to here.. :)
November 18, 2006
clare posted at 9:32 PM
*whoo!!! todays match was fierce!! nnd i reali mean FIERCE.. hahas..ppl were throwing sarcastic remarks at each other nnd shoving nn pushing one another. the other team's guys are all reali rough. one boy hit Cai Ru on the head.. HARD!! dat made me reali reali mad coz we din even play rough at first. whr did the gentlemen go? hahas..but..oh well.its just a game.. rite? hahas.. maybe we can win the next match? hu noes? just jia you!! nnd play wif a better spirit!!:) but todays match was reali tiring though..the field was so big!! nnd we had to run all over the place..hahas.. tiring!!but Delta played a good game yea? just jia you nn try harder! :) we can do iit derhs!! :) hahas.. DELTA RAWKS!!
hmms.. yesterday tink alot of tings norhhs..the past nd everiting..hais.. nvm..suan lerhs. dun tink anibody will understand wat i mm gonna say..even i dun understand myself..
ok!! just be hapi!! hhas.. everiting will be fine..yays!!! sunday tomoro..can sleep like pig lerhs.. sunday is my resting day..the day for me to catch up on my slp!! hhas..heyys..not tat i mm a pig lohs..hahas.. uu try sleeping at 5.30 or 6.30 consecutively lohs..its tiring ok!! hahas..esp with todays game..
Well..i go nnd play the lemonade stand game lerhs.. its verii fun!! ii broke all record today by actuali earning $30 plus by the 4th day!! congratulate me!! hahas.. :) c ya!! bye!!
imagine me without uu..i'd be lost nnd so confused.i wouldn't last a day. i'd be afraid without u there to see me through....i can't imagine me without uu..
clare posted at 3:07 AM
whoos!! credits to yiluan nuer!! :) hahas. my blog got music lerhs! :) hehes.. love her!! mwarkks.. :) hehesAND i finally figured out how to put the tagboard nn link ppl..on my own. lolls. :) hey..let me be proud of myself kkays? hahas. finally i not so noob lerhs.. hahas.. :) cheers.!
clare posted at 12:54 AM
wah sehhs!! creating a new blog is soo not easy man.. so sianns.. hais.. but iits quite fun lahs. hahas. btw.. sorii that there is no tag board.. need to ask my fren how to put tag board. lolls.. sorii.. i m a noob at this!! hehes.. On monday went to tinggs hse that day..drank bacardii!! hahas.. :) nice..was farking high. face was tomato red..hahas. hmms..monday going shopping with weiling!! hahas..we plan hao lerhs..hahas. miss her alot norhhs..hahas. we veri long nver go out lerhs. so must take the time to bond again.like last time. cool sia..this holiday got two class 2ee gathering!! one for miss wings farewell party nn one for christmas.. hopefuli the christmas party will be like last year..or even better!! hahas. i miss 2ee sia.. n everybody!! hahas. :) 2ee'05 will rawk forever!! :)hehes..go play maple lerhs.. noe iits boring..hahas..but nth beta to do mahs.. :) byebye!~
clare posted at 12:05 AM
posting pics! :)
hehes.. dat time at train zi lianing norhhs.. everybody staring at us.. hahas.. :)
Part of the dare: we were dared to "french kissed"
At sembawang park dat day.. hehes.. face abit flushed coz of the beer.. :)
November 17, 2006
clare posted at 3:32 PM
HMMS... yesterday go sembawang park norhhs.. damn funn narhhs.. :) hmms.. drank heineken wiff peanuts.. like old ah pek horrs? hhahas.. we all din get drunk. BUT XUANN GGOT SEHH ABIT!! hahas..damn cute norhhs.. becoz she kp on snatching the beer from me!! hahas.. ass sia.. >.< played dare. so funn.. did dumb stuffs like pole dancing..nnd milk shake dance!! hehes..
sarkks lah.. chia bao zhen wan snatch com from me.. haiss!!hahas.. gtg.. byebye.. :)
JINLONG,