May 27, 2007
clare posted at 10:49 PM
WHEEEES. (((:
small updates..
friday..
got back report book.
GOSH. expected. HAHA.
pathetic results.
failed everything. =.=
and got damn lots of F9s. lols.
after school. HOME-ed.
den went out again to meet ting to pass her things. (:
had lunch with her and junying and that james.
den went home.. at night went to church.
after church went to tings house to STAYOVER.
wheees. ((:
me xuan and ting first time stayover at someone's house together. (((:
LOVEs. hahas.
woke up early next morning to go kor's army POP thingy.
DAMN FUNNY LAHs.
play all the lame games.
and XUAN is damn good at shooting can?
hahas.
studied from late noon to night with frens after that. (:
but at night mostly just play nia. =X
hahas.
went home at 11+.
was so damn shag.
so bathe den immediately slept. (:
sunday. WHEEES. woke up LATE.
overslept. so missed church.
SORRY arhs xuan. )):
den went for drum!
learning kryptonite.
aint easy. )):
BUT STILL JIAYOU! (:
at night.
fucking quarreled with THAT man and woman again.
pissed luh.
everything they say is right duh lahs.
cant be bothered to argue and make my point anymore luhs.
IM WRONG IM WRONG IM WRONG OK?
THAT BITCH IS ALWAYS RIGHT.
if only i can punch her.
I WOULD GLADLY DO SO.
=.=
lame.
anyways.. TOMORO is CHINESE O'LEVEL.
and i am feeling UNPREPARED. ):
damn. if i flunk this.
i m so screwed.
oh wells. hu cares if i do well.
but YOU GUYS haVE TO DO WELL OK?(((:EVERYBODY JIAYOU ARHS. CAN DUHS. (((:ITS GONNA BE GREAT!!! ALL THE BEST PEOPLE. ((: LOVES..WHEEEES. CHINESES.EVERYONE JIAYOU. ((((:
May 23, 2007
clare posted at 10:45 PM
WHEEEES.
i LOVE LOVE LOVE FOUR E FOR ETERNITY!!!!
wahahas.
today had field trip at this paranakan thing. ((((:
HAD LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS OF FUN!
could relaly see the four E spirit today lohs.
WHEEES.
the 'YUM-SENG". the lame jokes all the way on the trip and bus. ((:
and and and the SHARING OF FOOOOOOD.
wahahahas. xDD
it was really really good seeing things like that.
I LOVE FOUR E!!!!
and and and TWO E'05 too.
not forgetting all the fun times we all had together.
although we only really bonded at the end of the year.
there were many happy memories tooooo.
like against that philip.WAHAHAs.
and also the other teachers.
and and and that christmas parties.
and other gatherings. ((:
I LOVE TWO E'05!!!! xDD
wheees.
roars. ROARS. roars.
hais. i dunno what i am goin through now.
just feeling so unexplainable.
like whatever luhs.
i don't wanna care anymore.
DONT WANNA GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE.
ITS JUST NOT FUCKING WORTH IT.
FUCK OFF...
no waiit.. maybe i should fuck off.
May 22, 2007
clare posted at 11:09 PM
))):
MEAN ASS.
hate you luhs.
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
i swear i don't.
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU x infinity!!!
ROARS.
you of all ppl.
THANKS luh.
great boost to my ego. )):
today school was BORING.
bloody career seminar was DULL like anything.
wtf. boring like shit..
but i found a course i was interested in.
AND IM NOT GONNA TELL ANYBODY.
later you all laugh at me.
wahahas. SHH**secret. ((((:
my very own secret.
den after schooooool
went MILK CAFE to eat.
YUMMM. at old campus.
food was NICE. ((:
after that we played BASKETBALL.
WHEEES*
with rudy,bo lang and *forgot his name* sorry.
WAHAHAs. like primary sch gathering. =.=
WAS LOADS OF FUN.
wheees.played pressure. ((: NICE.
and MATCH. xD
FUN. ((:
whees. and now im tired like fuck.
ROARs.
gonna go bathe and sleeep real early today.
MUAHAHAs.
NITESNITES.
sweetest dreams everyone. ((:
TAKECARE.
and LOVES~
clare posted at 1:06 AM
AND STOP asking me why i cut my hair short.
i just want lohs.
HAHA. cause i want to try something new.
and the best thing? i don't have to tie my hair. (((:
WHEES. so shiok luhs.
its like.. it saved me the hassle of having to tie my hair every morning.
((:
and now im back to my nerdy sec two days. ):
being the geeeeeeeek.
with this hairstyle. HAHA.
((:
LOVE my hair though. ((:
May 21, 2007
clare posted at 11:25 PM
whees. CHANGED BLOGSKIN.
and im so loving it. (:
gosh. HAPPY luhs.
but so much trouble. hahas.
oh wells.
IMLOVINIT. (:
clare posted at 10:24 PM
===REPLY TO TAGS:===
PAWAN: canot lohs. im so darn jealous can? =X hahaha. kidding luh darling. its ok. ((: and thanks luh. =.= TRY. hahas. asshole. (: love ya.
YEE MAY: hahas. u nvr leave your link. ): hahaha. ITS OK. cause i still found your blog.LINKED LUHS. ((: xDD LOVE you. hahas.
PEGG: wheees. linked luhs. ((: LOVE you. ((: hahas.
CYN: of course its fun. ((: WITH me there. how can it not be. =X hahaha. KIDDING luhs. xD
DANNY: hahas. HI. you MIA for damn long sia. ((:
CHAICHIN: WHEES!! HII GIRL! hahaha. LOVE YOU LOADS! xD
XUAN: hahas. thanks for tagging. ((: LOVES.
CHENYAN: ((: THANK YOU. xDDD i LOVE CHEN YAN TOOOO! xDD
CYN: hahaha. its nice because there is you inside right? xDD hahas. I din say i was NOT sleeping lohs. i jsut say that im not the only one. =X hahas. ((: LOVES LOADS. xD
===END===
LOVEs everyone loads. ((:
clare posted at 9:48 PM
ME and PAM's silly face. (:
ME,PAM and CYN. (:
just like old times.
ME and my very short hair. ((:
ME,XUAN and TING. (((:
at sentosa.. whees** ((:
ME and a VERY RED TING. (:
ME and XUAN. (:
ME and XUAN. with TING and kor pointing middle finger in the background. =.= HAHA. (:
clare posted at 9:20 PM
WHEEEEEE..
haven't been blogging for the past three days cause have been real lazy too. )):
oh wells.
random updates. (((:
went to this lit seminar with pam and cyn on sat. FELL asleep.
helll. WAS LIKE DAMN BORING LUHS. )):
waste my money.
HAHA.
and when i look around, i saw damn lots of ppl sleeping can? hahas. ((:
oh yes. and before lit seminar, i went to cut my hair SHORT SHORT.
grr. damn short lahs. hahas. but i guess i like it! xDD
than today i was so shy luhs.
dun dare to go in to class. )):
was damn pai seh. HAHA.
cause suddenly change hairstyle.
after lit seminar.. went to sentosa to find xuan and ting. (((:
kor and matt oso there.
played only for awhile lahs. cause i reached there damn damn late.
hahas. than we went vivo take dinner..
after dinner we go toys'r'us to buy ting's sister present. (:
ting so generous. buy something that is $40. =X
hahas.
sunday. wheees... studied.
and DRUM-ed. (:
oh wells.
FLUNKed ALL MY EXAMS.
wahaha.
pathetic luhs. hahas.
but hu cares. ((:
oh wells. GOING OFFFF. ((:
posting pics later. xD
BUHBYE PEEPs.
and and and
to those BO LIAO ppl.
for goodness sake luhs.
don't go round spreading untruth cans?
were you guys there to witness the whole thing happen?
NO RIGHT.
so just shut your bloody big mouths and LISTEN UP.
judge yourself. WHO IS RIGHT AND WRONG.
puhlease luhs.
THE WHOLE SEC FOUR IS THERE TO BACK US UP. (:
why should we be afraid of that small group of NOTHINGs. (((:
byeeeeee. (:
May 17, 2007
clare posted at 9:07 PM
drama
lame shit.
fucking cheebye.
who started first duh?
just ask lah.
WHO START FIRST DUH?
nobody kp him den he down there kp say what want to beat farid.
come on lahs.
we sec FOURs can have our own private joke duh right?
who are you to hiu lan so much?
were they wrong in saying that you kp alot?
NO LOH. they were right lohs.
pls luh. u have no right to say they kp cause they are right mahs.
qi tao is hu first down there tok cock so much act zai?
buey xia suay arhs?
dickhead.
fuckwit.
yuexuan was uber disappointed in us though.
felt so guilty.
feel so small and redundant.
maybe i just don't mean enough.
not enough for you to stop.
not enough for you to bother asking me for my opinions.
not enough for you just to sms me to tell me what hapened.
not enough for you to just simply call me..
sometimes what you think is the best solution isnt true sometimes.
best friends stand by each other for everything.
i can too. but you just never gave me a chance..
cause..you just don't bother enough to ask me why..
i dun wan to be some hero.
i just wan to be together as best friends and go through this together.
but it doesnt matter what i want does it...?
intruder.
the third party.
May 16, 2007
clare posted at 10:56 PM
so many things.
but i cant even show my emotions.
im suffocating.
under this heavy mask of pretence.
but what can i do?
nothing.
ohwells.
had chinese oral exam today.
because i was absent the other time.
DAMN. i failed damn badly.)):
teacher said my pronouciation was good. but i used too much english word.
he also commented on my hair. =.=
how lame. say my fringe very distracting.
stupid.
ohwells.
got back math,eng and art today.
gosh. only two people passed eng in our class.
AMES and BOONKEONG.
good luhs.
i was surprised i din get zero for art though.
HAHA. cause all i did was to draw two smiley faces.
=.= and wrote a loooong essay on why i should not get zero.
HAHA. apparently it worked. ((:
math was crappy. but at least there was improvement.
not much though.
was HELL dissapointed.
cause of the careless mistakes.
HELL. irritating.
i just don't mean enough to her to make her stop.
clare posted at 12:13 AM
I GOT MY PHONE BACK!!!
WHEES*
hahaha.
SO NICE.
and i MISS MISS MISS MY PHONE DAMN LOADS. )):
wah. the music..the camera. EVERYTHING.
(((:
butbutbut.
realised alot of things.
WHERE IS THE 100%?
its gone.
after the camp..we were all so enthu for awhile..
den now..
hope danny comes back soon.
i think i really need that motivation..
and i love everyone.
CHEEUP luhs.
no matter what happends. i am here.
and will try to be there for you.
yes you. reading my entry now.
((((:
hahahahaha. lame me. ((:
WAS SUPER SUPER HIGH TODAY.
chao high. (canton)
LOL. (((:
doing stupid things in class with norrrrr,jinghui,jesslyn,chen yan and everyone else.
ARM WRESTLING.
weak ass. )):
hahas.(((:
MUST TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN.
and and and.
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU.
lols.
May 14, 2007
clare posted at 11:13 PM
===REPLY TO TAGS:===
NORRR: thanks for telling me now luhs. hahahaha. ((: LOVE U!
NIGEL: T-T hahaha.
SHAUNA: we so kelian. ))): SOBS. irrtating can?
NIGEL: hahahaha. coz FnN is SCREWED. (((:
YC: woa. relax man. hahahaha. (: GAN DONG BAHS. lolss. ((:
VINCENT: YAR LUHS!! glad u noe. aiyah hu call u to be my boss.. canot FORCE u. xDDDD hahas.
EMUCHAN: DUN WAN. hahaha. lazy luhs. somemore i have to STUDY for the chinese mock exam papers. =XX
SAM: yea!! thank you babe! xDD ermms. too late for all the best now luhs. SORRY. ahahaha.
XUAN: hahaha. thank you gorgeous. (((: LOVEEEE u too.
JUSTINA: yea girl! hahaha. i will. all the best to you too. LETS GO MAN. ((((: jiayou tgt. xDD LLOVE YOU!!!
KUMAR: yea.. hahaha. yes pawan darling. I NOE!! xDDD ((((: love you tooo. hahas.
clare posted at 11:02 PM
YAYYYS. (((:
I CUT MY HAIR LUHS. (((:
WHEES**
hahaha.
my fringe is like super short luhs. )):
oh wells.think its still pretty normal lohs.
hahas. but thinner.
and craps. quite short luhs. cant tieeeee.
OHWELLS. heck care bahs.
URGHHHH.
and fuck lahs.
WE HAVE 10 consecutive days of mock chinese exam paper to do in the HALL.
damn irritating can?
exam over luhs,they still torture us like that.
ROARS.
sadnessssss.
so have to bring jacket everyday.
I BLOODY HELL HATE O'LVL.
T-T
imagine the torture of having to do exam papers EVERYDAY
somemore is CHINESE>
hellllll.
OHs. and todays chinese paper was crap.
SLEEEEEEEEP. lols.
and also the chem/physics paper one.
LOLS.
so screwed. (((:
AHHS.
god. the pure torture of having to do chi paper. )):
AND STUPID MISS KAUR STILL DOESN'T WANT TO RETURN ME MY PHN.
wtf. irritating bitch. HATE HER LAHS.
confiscate for one month luh lohs. T-T
idiot.
AHHS. and i am feeling so confused.
like im missing something
like somethings not right.
aiya! duno how to explain lahs.
like something "BU DUI JING"
urghh.
BYEBYE luhlahs.
i want to reply tags in next post. ((((((:
C YA EVERYONE.
LOVES. ((:
May 13, 2007
clare posted at 11:33 PM
oh yes.
i swear I AM HAPPY.
lalala**
(((((:
happyhappyhappy.
ROARS.
and I LOVE MUMMY.
(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
and and and .....
((:
clare posted at 10:36 PM
WHEEES**
so today's shopping trip with mum proved to be really really fruitful. ((:
i bought quite alot of stuffs. ((:
HAPPY HAPPY. ((((((((:
i bought one shirt from ip zone(super big size), a shirt from 77th street i have been eyeing, a blusher, a black short(quite long,can wear to church.LOLS), a wallet, and a converse bag. (((:
spent over 200 bucks.
LOLS.
(((:
but im happy happyhappy. ((:
wahhahas.
and yesterday night.
WHEEES*
we spoke!! WE CHATTED!!!
oh gosh. shell shock.
AND AND AND IM OVER THE MOOOON. (((:
and study group was really nice on saturday. ((:
i did LOADS of chem questions can?
and i only got 2 mistakes. HAHAHA.
unbelievable. hope tomoro oso can like that. (((:
at nite we KARAOKE-ed till damn late luhs!
hahas. me and weilling wanted to walk home duhs but than think think...
think better not lohs. hahaha.
so we MRT-ed home. (((:
AND I LOVE MY MOM!!
((:
May 11, 2007
clare posted at 11:42 PM
ok. so..
today's math paper was a killer.
HELL.
i could honestly cry looking at the paper.
was hoping we could get a paper at least the same standard as paper one.
but hell no.
it was darn difficult.
din noe how to do a single qns.
think i lost about 80 marks. =.=
fucking pathetic. hahas.
oh wells.
cant blame huhs.
too bad din attend tuition.. lols.
tomoro have study group. ((:
how fun.
and and and i wan BASKETBALL. (((:
tired. )):
but i cant sleep. ((:
hahas.
how lame. =.=
ohw ells.
bye~
take care ahs. ((:
May 10, 2007
clare posted at 11:42 PM
)):
physics was CRAP.
i din noe a single qns.
ah wells.
ZHUN BEI fAIL LUHS. (((:
i am so darn looking forward to end of exams can?
we got so many programmes plan.
but this year is o'lvl.
how irritating. )):
hahas.
oh wells.
todays tuition was cancelled cause me and xuan were super late.
lols.
but mr lee super nice.
say want to treat us to math next week!
wheets* love him so lahs. hahas.
he is the best tuition teacher ever. (((:
TOMORO is MATH paper 2! i must jiayou. (((:
MUST MUST MUST..
hope this time duh maths paper can get at least above 30.
plsplspls.
canot get below 10 luhs. so pathetic.
im darn tired luhs. )):
so irrtating.
hais.
and i wanna cut my hair short short.
lols.
but im scared luhs!
what if i look damn horrible. )):
but i wan wan wan toooooo.
(((:
and SSOOOOOON!
hahas. ((:
PENG YOU DAO LAO.
((:
iloveyou my girl.
May 9, 2007
clare posted at 11:37 PM
as i was reading through the past posts of mine.
i realised how much things have changed.
how much i have changed..
but also...how some things just don't change..
the way i used to type in the past is what i now classify as BIMBO typing.
lols.
all the double i's and weird ways of typing.
lols.
how superficial of me.
how i viewed the world in the past is pretty different from how i view it now also.
and my attitude.
thats one thing for sure that has changed..
but some things just doesn't change.
i still miss him alot..
thats for sure..
oh wells.
lifes weird.
and problems are parts and parcels of it.
they may affect me now..
but in future, maybe i won't even remember anything about it..
guess.. all i have to do now is to put down that pride and arrogance..
and just live life as it is.
and i pray..god help me..
clare posted at 11:21 PM
THIS IS A BLOG POST SPECIALLY FOR YONG CONG!
hahaha.
happy luh mahs?
see ur name. hahaha.
kks. fine.
take care arhs bro. (((:
hahaha. u were always there to pei me tok cock sing song.
muahahaha. THANK YOU luhs. ((:
gandong luhs. xD
c u soon!!
clare posted at 10:16 PM
WHEETS*
todays math exam was cool.
lols.
at least it was better than any of the math exam for the past few years. (((:
i could do quite alot of qns..
i guess tuition DOES help. ((:
and and and the paper i slept the least for was MATH! hahas.
ART was crap.
lols.
all i drew was two smiley faces.
and i wrote a long compo on why i should not get a zero. ((:
muahaha.
had fun though. hahas.
((:
i think xuan has stomach flu.
poor thing. she vomited. ))):
hope she wil recover..
((:
and im darn tired luhs. )):
so irritating. )):
and im so confused.
just cant figure out what to do..
god help me.
May 8, 2007
clare posted at 11:05 PM
GRRR. i was damn super pissed at blogger yesterday.
so irritating.
i replied all my tags. and each time it could not post.
its like. wtf. ))):
i typed THREE TIMEs lohs. so irrtating. ))):
ahwells.
todays lit paper.
im so screwed. honestly.
i had to choose whether to do the structured essay or the other qns for macbeth and i fucking did both.
BOTH.
waste of my time.
HELL.
and you know whats the most stupid thing??
I BLOODY HELL DID THE SAME THING FOR SA2 LAST YEAR.
how dumb. =.=
))):
sadnessssss.
ohwells. FnN is gonecase. muahahaha
did only 1 min of the paper than fell aslp for 1hr and 59mins. (((:
was darn tired.
TOMORO is ART. )):
so sian.
nice darling help me find pics for tomoro!!
muahahaha,
i love her so. (((:
xDD
*huggs and kisses*
((:
im just so darn confused. )):
cant help it.
))):
May 7, 2007
clare posted at 10:44 PM
there was something wrong with blogger. FUCK IT.
i typed a bloody post for THREE FUCKING TIMEs.
and each time there was some problems.
and THEY WERE NOT SHORT OK?
fuck blogger.
WASTING MY FUCKING TIMe.
making me so fucking angry. ccb.
knn. i dun want to type somemore luh lahs.
FUCKING BLOGGER.
clare posted at 2:12 AM
im so freaking tired. )):
but i cant fucking fall asleep.
and im not even studying.
like HELL.
im so screwed luhs.)):
but i cant be bothered.
so irritating. )):
ggrrrr.
clare posted at 12:33 AM
i always needed time on my own
i never thought i'd need you there when i cry
and the days feels like years when im alone
and the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now?
when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you.
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too.
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok
i miss you..
i've never felt this way before.
everything that i do
reminds me of you
and the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
and they smell just like you
i love the things that you do.
and when you walk away, i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now?
all i ever wanted was for you to know
everything i do,i give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe
i need to feel you here with me.
i miss you.
May 6, 2007
clare posted at 12:38 AM
(((:
had loads and loads and loads of fun today!! xDD
met xuan,ting and peggie in the morning to BURGER KING. ((:
ting and peggie were studying.
and me and xuan were just fooling around. (:
den me and xuan went funland.
play games.
at one plus going to two, xuan went to church and i went to meet shawn and cyn and nigel to STUDY.
lols. i did for awhile luhs. hahas.
CHEMISTRY. grrrr. so irritating.)):
hahas. den we went home at around 6 plus den i went to northpoint. ((:
supposedly to meet xuan.
but she called and ask if i want to watch movie ornot. hahas.
so i say ok lohs. ((:
i went home and take money and we went to watch
SPIDERMAN 3. ((((:
with xuan,baozhen,siling,gary chia and matthew. ((:
AND AND AND i got bullied by the FOUR CHIAS. hahaha. idiotic luhs.
they one whole family. hahaha.
but nevermind. (((:
i bullied matthew.
keep on making fun of him and xuan. xDDD
hahas.
but i really damn had fun today luhs. hahas.
and spidey was damn damn damn good.
i swear.
hell. it was FANTASTIC.
gosh. damn touching too. hahas.
den me and siling were crying. lols.
it taught me to FORGIVE.
and self sacrifice.
and also most importantly.. FRIENDSHIP.
((:
i really love it.
and i love all my wonderful friends. ((:
blogger has some idiotic problem.
weird. hahas.
heck care. ((:
im tired. (((:
and i am going to sleep soon.
words left unspoken..
May 5, 2007
clare posted at 12:42 AM
and that dream.
VULNERABLE``
May 4, 2007
clare posted at 11:50 PM
OK.
so i have screwed up my social studies paper.
but honestly,i couldn't care less.
and i just DON'T KNOW WHY.
oh wells.
anyways,after school went home to change. ((:
AND PLAYED B-BALL AGAIN!!! xDD
at 850 with xuan matthew and qi sheng. (((:
perspired loads. and it felt damn shiok. (((:
had loads of FUN! ((:
lols.
and we played coloured catching,ice and water and blind mice and all kinda craps at the play ground.
MATTHEW's idea.
very matured right?
hahas. AND AND AND he got stuck at the rooftop of the playground. ((:
WAHAHAHA. we laughed and laughed at him.
cause he din dare to come down. xD
oh wells. den after that kor came to find us. (((:
den slack awhile den GO HOME. ((:
hell tired these few days. )):
~can't be bothered.``
clare posted at 12:21 AM
MUAHAHAHA.
today had science practical exam.
and and and i got the same answer as almost everyone. ((:
how cooooolll. xDD
but but but. i left my physics graph EMPTY. lols.
din even attempt.
heck care bahs.
and i fell asleep. =.=
was just too too too tired. hahas. ((:
i had fun playing with those chemicals though.
LOL.
TODAY PLAYED BASKETBALL. ((:
so long never play luhs.
it felt damn shiok lahs!
but my leg hurt a hell lot. ))):
went down to 850 with xuan and matthew. lols.
AH WEI is BOMBER SIAO. ((((:
hahas.
so long nvr go 850 luhs.
miss it quite alot.
AHA. den today SO SO SO cool luhs.
me,xuan and matthew one team.
DEN WE WON ALL THE GAMEs. except for one.
DAMNDAMN shiok can? hahas. (((:
but we play awhile nia. after that me and xuan went home bathe luhs,
den went to mac to STUDY. (((:
den down there so funny duh lahs.
saw so many frens.
the world so small sia. hahas.
ok. actually i did not really study. HAHAHA
was down there disturbing xuan. (((:
den sebastianFOOL was there toooo.
hahas. so i was there disturbing both of them. (((:
but i keep on tio suan. )): assholes. hahas.
after FOOL went home, i read my book quietly luhs. ((:
TOMORROW IS SOCIAL STUDIES PAPER.
JIAYOU arhs people. (((:
SUPPORTS~
xDD~`
just do your best luhs. (((:
anyway oso not O'lvl. hahas. ((:
URGHH. always go her blog see hors,
makes me wanna type like her.
THAT irritating way she spells her words.
how SICKENING.
whatever luhs.
sick and tired.
dun want to think.
BRAINDEAD``
(((:
May 3, 2007
clare posted at 12:37 AM
DISASTER.
what i thought was the better decision,
turned out to be wrong.
everythings just wrong.
and its my fault ok?
im sorry i ever tried being honest with you.
cause HONESTY is NOT the best policy sometimes.
trying to make it easier. but it din.
OH GOD
am i entiltled to be pissed?
not at him.
just at the whole world.
at me. ALRIGHTS?
WRONG.
hell of'va mistake.
just WRONG.
May 2, 2007
clare posted at 10:13 PM
WAHHHH.
miss my blog so much. ((:
hahas. xDD
oh wells. UPDATEs for this two days.
((:
ohs. and EVERYTHING IS FINE between me and chia ah xuan luhs. xDD
hahas. and thank you,all who were there.
((:
this five days led me to realise alot of things though.
and i will never ever forget them. (((:
MONDAY: after schoool. stayed back to do miss kaurs work. xD but when i wanted to hand in, she was gone. GRRR. irritating. )): den at night had tuition.. that was when we made up. ((((:
xDD hahas. den i went to shawn's office at chong pang to find weiling,shawn and nigel to STAY OVERNIGHT. cyn could not go cause she had rashes. ))): but that night had loads of fun though. hahas. we STUDIED. xDD ME!!! and math somemore. but i had shawn to teach me. so yea. ((: we fell asleep at only 4 plus in the morning. nigel most pro. he did not sleep at all.
hahas.
TUESDAY: woke up at 7 plus. justina came over. ((: den we went for breakfast. wanted to play basketball at first. but the CC's court was closed. ))): sadness. oh wells. den after breakfast went back and karaoke. hahaha. xDD DAMN DAMN FUN. cynthia,jon and shaun came quite early too. hahas.so only a couple of them were studying. hahas. we studied and play until 8 plus at night then went home. was so darn tired lahs. )): hahas. but i really had LOADS of FUN!! thank you people. (((:
TODAY: quarrelled with miss kaur. FUCK her lahs. she promised promised promised to return me my phone. den i even did her work. and she DOES NOT want to return me. like hellll. i went without my phone for like two weeks plus luh lohs. idiot. i was damn damn damn pissed luh! so irritating. ))): stupid luhs. hais.
at a loss for words. lols.
xDDD
and i promise promise promise never to leave you girl. hahas.
I LOVE YOUUUUUUU!!!!! xDD
ah wells.
but still can't figure out what do i really want.
i just can't seem to forget.
trying trying trying so hard to.
HE HAS HE HAS HE HAS.
suspected.. but did not want to believe.
could not resist looking though.
and fuck. it hurts.
HELL REGRET.
hates her. though i can't find any reasons to. )):
HELL.
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