sometimes, life's inevitably hard lessons deals someone you know a greater blow than you have ever been through.
and though its not you, it scares you. it scares you enough to make more of an effort to make things right. to set life's petty issues aside. And things that you've been taking for granted, and people you've neglected, you tell yourself, its all going to change.
but life isnt fair. it was never fair. you now have the chance to change. but the opportunity was taken from someone else, just to present you with this chance.
i wish there was something i could say or do to help make things alittle more bearable but somehow i feel as if i dont have the right to..
we all wish so desperately that life won't be this difficult, but then we also know, it wont be called living a life as well.
At some point today, i started to wonder.. there are so many more things in this world thats worth our concern, yet we always get so riled up over simple petty issues that doesnt make sense. Other people our age has to experience worser shits than we do, and yet, we always think that nothing could be worse than what we're going through. It might be that we are self centered creatures, and it might be that we are ignorant of the pains others have to go through.
maybe, as we grow older, we get so used to all these that it doesnt hurt or trouble us as much anymore. i guess, if thats true, then i think i just found the only good point about growing older.
Be strong, have faith.
JINLONG,