MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!
ahhaha. its a VERY belated wish i know, but still, i hope it counts for something..?
:D

for me, christmas this year was a quiet event.
no feel leizxzxz.
but for new year got alot of feel! :D HAHAHA!

im in the mood for posting pictures today, which is darn rare as evident from my boring blog, but, i cant find any nice pics at all. :(
oh wells, shall wait for ruiwei to blog first before copying the pics over. :D

went to minds cafe at clarke quay with munchys on the 26th.
it was FUN with a capital F.
fucking funny to play games esp with the bangla on the same team as me. HAHAHA!
our rapport honestly, CMI. played tabboo, and we lost. omfg.
hahahaha.
missed val on that day though.. :(
and with munchys, we never fail to take more than a hundred pics. HAHA!

was rereading my 2008 resolutions and i only managed to hit one this year. omfg.
out of 8.
hahhaha. joke.

and i love toastie when she's in her mating period.
she doesnt scratch me or try to bite me then. lolol.

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me being me,
my mind's always wandering.
this is going to be a long post i think, but i am determined to finish it.

2008 has been a pleasant enough year even with all the negativities.
there's so many things i ought to be grateful about, and so many things that makes me happy when i think about.

for one thing, i've learnt so much this year, and schooling in chec has opened my eyes to many things. no doubt i have changed, and for the worst even. but for every new thing and experience, be it good or bad whatever, i still am grateful at least i was given a chance to, and learn for myself.
this year, i've also made new awesome friends that will never fail to bring a smile to my face when i think of them. ppl like myra keh who is noisier than me, the whole kenneth clique who made sentosa outings and drinking sessions the bomb, and pelyn tan who has seen the most retarded side of me. also, asmine, crystal, marcus, and the various ppl who have given me wonderful memories which i will always treasure. even the 'west side' ppl.

and i'm so glad so glad that time hasn't spoiled the relationships between the cchy ppl.
even though it has done its damage. but this is proof of how friendships can take the test of time. :D
xuan and ting who made an effort and were always there, munchys whom gathered once every month or more and whom i love to bits and pieces, pam sam and cyn even though we dont gather as much, but when we do, it seems as if nothings changed. and not forgetting wei ling and shawn, who made it a point to sms or talk online and zhongshou who calls, because he is bored. HAHA
and of course, i will always remember sec 4e and f and the wonderful times we all had. :D

it was also in 2008 that i got to meet j. :D
things weren't easy for us when we first met till the day we got tgt, but hey, we got through everything and now, here we are.
but maybe because it was so difficult then, that i learnt to cherish and treasure what we have today.
whatever may be, i will always stand by you love. :)

although 2008 had its fair share of foul memories i would rather put behind but still, no regrets for everything i've done or not done.
i guess i should learn to embrace life for all its worth and not be so affected by every tiny details.
sure, things gets me down once in awhile, and my failure shouts so loudly in my face that i cant ignore it, but i still gotta stand up again after some time.
i just have to keep reminding myself that in future..

idk if the ppl mentioned above will read this post but, it really doesnt matter i guess.
i just want people who matters to me, know that i am grateful for everything they have done, and i'll always keep them close to my heart.

honestly though, whenever i think about 2009, i'm gripped with this fear and apprehension of what is to come.
my uncertainties about my results and all.
each year, i can't be more reluctant about changing and changes.
but oh wells, what will be, will be.
i cant predict what will happen or change anything..

its time to make a whole new set of resolutions.

nb.
IM BORED LIKE FUCK NOW LAH.
the internet holds no joy for me now. :(
i cant think of anything to do at all.
sian 1/2.

OMG. pawan's dad's restaurant is DAMN GOOOD.
esp the mutton. HAHAHA.
i swear i can finish the whole thing myself.. ;D
lets go again munchys! :D

and,
HAPPY 4TH MONTH B! :D

Hey monday is a FREAKING AWESOME BAND.
i swear i swear.
i feel that their style is a little like paramore.
HAHA. which makes them all AWESOME! :DDD
also, i found another favourite band a few months back.
NIGHTWISH is the best dope on earth.
go listen to the both of them! :D


and i love munchys! :DD
not fogetting ting and xuan too. :DD
msned with ting just now. cracked me up like nuts. was laughing my head off at almost every sentence. lolol.

and b was being a total bitch a few days ago.HAHA.
i was playing battleon and ignoring him, (just like how he always does when playing DotA)
and the monster i was killing was this cute owl, and b went like ''i forbid you to kill the owl now! i am anti-animal abusers.'' in that stern voice and all.
HAH! joke. it was bloody cute please.

anw, on the subject of animal abusers, b's family and me are totally pissed please.
someone living near b's place threw a cat down the 7th floor.
and the cat happened to be b's sister,stacey's favourite stray cat.
she said there was blood and all and it died..
its so scary. like why would anyone want to throw a cat down??!
for fuck?!!
does the person even have conscience?
its damn sad to imagine someone doing such an atrocious act.
GOD. whats going on in the head of those ppl?
i had never, NEVER EVER, thought this was possible.
like wtff?? i seriouslydont get it..

IM A BLESSED BLESSED GIRL! :DDD

So many things to do,
so little time.

AND I DONT KNOW WHERE AND HOW TO START.
zomg. i can bang the wall in frustration.
time to make a to-do list..

and i am missing alot of ppl now.
what to do what to do what to do?

PASSION.
thats all that counts, isnt it? ;D