May 25, 2009
clare posted at 12:06 AM
its overrrr. :D
hahaha. i actually endured 16 hours in total of loneliness and rejection (by the customers). :(
to congratulate and pamper myself, i went to popular for retail therapy and lucky me! they had a major sales going on. :D
bought myself a book, temptation by douglas kennedy. a bloody good book i say.
had me thinking non stop and laughing to myself alone on the bus.
sometimes, i think i am too easily influenced though.
each time i finish a book, i find myself looking at everything through the books perspective.. until i read the next book..
and reading this book made me think, how nice it would be if we were living in the circle where we all quote poets and famous authors and smoke cigars all day long. HAHAHA
major joke.
so many things going through my head.
i really should stop wallowing in self pity..
May 24, 2009
clare posted at 1:01 AM
The things i endure just for a little moolah..
OMFG. this is the first job that literally bored me to tears.
but absolutely thank god that its only a 2 day kinda thing and it pays pretty well.
damn it.
everything is going fucking down.
mid year crisis..
sometimes i swear i could go mad and do everything i've never wanted to do.
May 17, 2009
clare posted at 7:00 PM
feebled.
i feel my determination crumbling.
and yet, all at the same, i feel indignant.
my hope just died.
my faith, is giving me heartbreaks.
clubbing last night at dbl O was crazy.
downed two shots and dont know how many uncountable jugs.
awesome night all in all, and just the remedy i needed.
though i paid for it this morning with the muscle aches but thank god, no hangovers.
never thought it would be such an incredible experience.
P got major drunk and did many stupid things..
and we're never going to let him forget it. ;D
and P has an awesome big sister.
too many things she has done for us.. thank you very much.
but the night had to end eventually and i left everybody feeling like i left a part of me behind.
May 15, 2009
clare posted at 1:20 PM
sometimes, i really hate myself for not being able to achieve something i want so badly.
by simply overcoming my stagefright..
totally ruined my chances of auditions for beats encore. :(
and when i reached home, the comments from the day 4 faci made things worse.
and i quarrelled with J before i went to bed but it was partly my fault too.
ahhhh. but tomorrow is our 9th month!
HAHA. happpy much! :D
and his birthday is in 2 weeeeks!! :D
excited much! :D
cant waitttt for everything. :D
andddd, i think im pretty damn lucky to get such wonderful classmates.
Really.
everyday in school is filled with fun and laughter and i always enjoy mysef to the max.
we are a pretty damn tight class yo! :D
loves W46M to the ultimate max.
hahaha. fellow Ms, dont be jealous. ;D
i still love you as much!! if possible, Even more. :D
LOVES people! :D
May 3, 2009
clare posted at 11:55 PM
this is a pretty late post but...
IM AN AUNTIEEEE! :D
hahahaha.
my cousin's baby was born on april 28th.
major excitedness.
finally, one more younger being to terrorise. ;D
JUST KIDDDDING.
I major LOVE BABIES, KIDS, TODDLERS to bits and pieces for many reasons.
cant wait to see the baby!! :)
and cant wait to carry my own.. but for practical reasons, thats gotta wait.
Life, death, its all a cycle.
May 2, 2009
clare posted at 11:34 PM
impromptu decision to drink with munchys (minus pawan plus edmund) last night was a blast.
first time i got really really high around them and it was fucking fun.
really enjoyed myself to the ultimate max.
and downed a shot for the first time last night.
thanks to val's stupid idea. lol
but last night was really helluva crazy night.
though the puking part was as usual hell after that.
and pawan's absence was missed dearly.
but munchys, will always stand a very special place in my heart.
went to granddad's place today again.
still not used to referring them as him only.
tried to install the webcam for him so that he can videocall with uncle ann and his family in australia.
could tell he really missed them by the way he camped by my side waiting for everything to be ready.
felt a little bad after that when the quality wasnt as good as we all expected so am gonna bring the lappy over next week cause the camera's resolution is better and theres in-built mike.
J made my day this morning by dragging his tired ass over to my place cause i asked him to just because i was a little tipsy and very stubborn. HAHA.
had a heart to heart talk and i hope things will get so much better from now on. :)
i love you!
and stupid lay way got me hooked on hell's kitchen game on facebook. LOL.
JINLONG,