What You See Is What You Get :D

April 29, 2007

clare posted at 10:55 PM

((:
din get to use my com yesterday. )):
hahas. had loads of fun yesterday!
ohwells. were supposed to be studying. ((:
i did for awhile bahs. lols.
den lost my concentration span.
sadness. hahas.
i tried doing art. but it was a failure. with all the proportions wrong and everything.
oh wells. heck care. hahas.

I AM SO DARN LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORO'S DEBATE!
hahas. it really sounds cool.
hope i wun get stage fright and start laughing again. hahas.
really hope to be able to do a good presentation. ((:

today i bought a new top and short. ((:
at FOX. at vivo.
went to vivo today with cyn. ((:
den we went to marina. she treat me movie cause she won free tickets. ((:
NICE uhs? xDD
den i skipped drum today. sad. LOLs.
we watched the reaping.
DAMN DAMN NICE LUHS!
hell. super shiok. ((: REALLY LOVE THAT MOVIE. ((:
den i went to sunplaza. and cyn went to chong pang to find shawn they all. ((:

went to walk walk xDD
was fun lahs. hahas.
saw BATs. lols. ((:
thank you.. xDDD
(((:

and din get to buy that book i realy wanted to. )):
so irritating.
when we remembered, popular was already closed. sadness. )):
oh wells. there will be other chances. ((:

REPLY TO TAGS:

ZACSON: nabei. hahas.(((: thank you luhs. ((:

NIGEL: you psycho. =.= hahas. go his blog wish him lah! hahas.

RUIWEI: PROVE IT. hahas. stupid ass. (((:

NIGEL: hahaha. psycho. mop his face. ((:hahas.

YANN: YEA BABE!! i damn love you tooo. xDD hahaha. MWARKS!! xD I WILL. you too arhs. xD

NIGEL: =.= hahahaha. dots.

RUIWEI: sorry lahs! hahas. xDD what you want me to do. xD outside the healthcheck thing lohs. )): you used the book hit my hand and..... hahahaha. aiyahs. it doesn't hurt luhs. (((: LOVE YOU. xD

NIGEL: ROARS. hahas.

CC: hahaha. thank you girl. im alrights! xDD ((:

NIGEL: hahaha. thank you luhs. ((:

JEANIUS: hahaha. thank you darling!! xDD ((: LOVE YOU. and see you real soon kks? xDD

MEL: hahaha. thanks babe. ((: you too. xD

NORRR: xDDD thank you SLDB. I LOVE YOU. ((: hahas. mwarks.

CYN: hahas. thank you darling. ((: LOVE YOU!! mwarks. ((: you too!

NIGEL: hhahas. you jiayou too. ((:

XIUHUI: hahaha. you too darling!! xDD loveyou.

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HEY people.
DO JIAYOU FOR MID YEARS OK?? ((:
xDD
esp. for sec.fours this years.
O LEVELS. hahaha.
jiayoujiayoujiayou!!
xDDD
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ((:
LOVEsss. xDD

April 27, 2007

clare posted at 10:17 PM

(((:
today was the start of the exams.
the first paper.
and craps.
i think i did really badly for my eng letter writing.
hahas.
due to lack of practise. xD
ah wells.
had writer's block for english today.
sadness.
ohwells.
at least,its over. ((:

have been starbuck-ing this two days. hahas
and took neo prints today.
wahahaha. we all decided to go for fun prints today.
so instead of trying to look nice. we tried looking silly!! xDD
THANK YOU ppl. for being there.
just thanks. (((:
appreciate loads. ((:

and
don't drag innocent's people name inside.
what have they got to do with ME?
ohs. and don't throw groundless accusations at me.

April 26, 2007

clare posted at 10:23 PM

i aint gonna stoop to your level.
say what you want.
and im not gonna play such mindless games with you.
if thats the way you view me.
so be it.
in my eyes, you aint that great either.
at least,i give myself enough dignity.

we lead two very seperate lives.
let it be.

clare posted at 8:24 PM

u know what suddenly?
i feel so sick just looking at my blog.
it suddenly seems so.. i duno.. fake?
and everything just seems so surreal.
and its fading..
from a coloured one to black and white.
well. at least i can see clearer
i guess.

feel so stoned luhs.
so numbed.
i can seriously laugh at something not funny now.
and for ages too

and i actually caught on to the uber big clue that you guys gave.
i caught on.
im not dumb you know?
or maybe i am. cause the clue was just so obvious,i could not miss it even if i had wanted to.

ah well.
what the fuck am i talking about.
hahas. gibberish. ((:

clare posted at 7:38 PM

i guess.
things are better this way bahs.
i dun wan to say anything luhs.
if you think you are right and that you dun have any wrong.
den go ahead. continue thinking that way if it makes you feel better..

oh wells. i paid attention during ss lecture today. ((:
and i completed the whole note? hahas.

thats not all to life. ((:
i have more!!! (((:

oh wells.
so many things i seriously wan to say.
but i just can't put them out in words.
leave it bahs. hahas.
it wun make any difference. (((((:
LOLs .

ah wells.
back to normal.
(:

April 25, 2007

clare posted at 11:02 PM

WONGjinlong has been a good girl recently.
LOLs.
i mean at least she does her work.
but she is very very tired. )):
ROARS.
and shes getting so fed up luhs.
at everything.

i seriously feel so brain dead can?
dunno why.
just feel like standing there STONING.
dun think of anything at all.

so irritating.
bloody hell lahs.

and i stil have to do the debate.
actually im kinda looking forward to it.
it sounds interesting.LOL

AND AND AND
i am suffering from HANDPHONE withdrawal symptoms.
i damn damn miss my phn lahs. ))):

ohs. and today something super super dumb happened lahs.
stupid kenneth ng.
knn. waste our fcuking time.
ok. fine. we were late. SO? big deal.
SUE ME lahs!
bloody hell.
ask us to mop the floor.
FCUK him lahs.
den i was shouting my head off at him with vulgarities luhs.
DUH. like hu doesn't know i have a tendency to spew vulgarities? lol
its like wah lao eh. we come school to be maid arhs?
it was damn fcuking degrading and insulting to ask us mop the floor can?
den he bring us go see principal.
wah lao ehs. den had to stay back to write reflection letters.
LAME luhs.
but kenneth ng oso tio scolding by mr ong.
LOLs.
whatever luhs. shit him.

TIREDTIREDTIRED
physically and emotionally.
think i have just about used finished my thinking capacity my brain has by just typing this blog post.
lol

oh wells.
BYE PPL.

April 24, 2007

clare posted at 11:44 PM

and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG ZHONG SHOU.
(((:

stupid BYTCH narhs.
hahaha. jiayou jiayou jiayou.
be HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
hahas.
we all like the HAPPY and SILLY bytch. (((:
GOGOGO.
(((((((: hahas

clare posted at 11:31 PM

When we were kids and we drew someone,
it was all a big face with some arms stuck on..
with a (:
to them: that was life.

but as we got older. and we are a whole mess of things.
New thoughts.
Sorry feelings.
Big plans. Enormous doubts.
going along hoping and getting disappointed,
over and over again..
no wonder now, we don't recognise that picture.
it appears to be us.. and it doesnt.

we sometimes marvel at the innocence of a child.
perhaphs.
too much naiveity aint too bad.
neither is over-protectiveness.

contradictive eh?
whatever luhs.
thats what life is about.
IRONIES. and contradictives?

feeling so messed up.
FUCKs.

clare posted at 11:13 PM

WAHhhhhh
today had CIP after school.
had to carry HEAVY newspapers. ))):
and im super weak can?
ROARs

stupid day.
stupid things happen.

tuition.
did math. HAHA.
quite boring initially.

AND AND AND
jinlong is guai ok?
she did her literature homework today. ((:
HAPPY SMILES. xDDD

REPLY TO TAGS:

RUIWEI: WAHHH. YOU ROCKS lohs. stupid ass. im being sarcastic. ((((: hahas.

XUAN: hahas. i noe i noe. ((: DANCE OSO CANOT. T-T

NIGEL: wah wah wah. thanks lohs. hahas. i oso nvr flood u until very jia lat right? hahas. stupid ass. (((:

RUIWEI: i will make sure you dooooooo. (((:

SAM: hahaha. STM. roars. tell u in school dumb arse. ((((:

YANN: you have a prob with me? hahas. u idiot. i ally you den you betray. )))): i DON't love you luh lahs. hahas. i DAMN DAMN DAMN love u ok? and i noe you 'teng' me. wahahaha. xDD
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controlling. =.=
trying. (((:
but failing.. ))):

clare posted at 12:58 PM

WHEEEE**
now is FnN. (((:
and miss tay never come.
wahahas.
ANd i duno what the hell is sam doing luhs.
that idiot is crazy. (((:
hahas.

AND that TEE RUI WEI.
HIT ME until so PAIN.
))):
that chen yan oso.
T-T
big bullys. ((((((((:

ROOARS. still got 45 more mins to go?
irritating.
hais. SO SIAN.
and im hungry. ((((((((:
PIG.
^(oo)^
hahas.
buhbye. xD

April 23, 2007

clare posted at 11:38 PM

Things just don't click.
geddit?
))):

ARHHH.
forget it.

did not go to school today.
dad ask me not to. ((:
oh wells.
finally went to see the doctor.
couldn't take it anymore.
HAHA.
being stubborn gets me NO where.

went to xuans hse after that.
MIKO is ultra cute luhs!!! hahas
super love her.
bath her today. hahas
SUPER CUTE Luhs!!
hahas. (((((:

``I am waiting out in the fields.
EXPECTING the rain.
the god promised miracle. (((((:

April 22, 2007

clare posted at 11:58 PM

ALRIGHTS.
((((((:
did math today.
only cause i was forced to.
XDDDD
hahas. kidding luhs.
i did like one hour and 15 mins of math.
at coffeebean. xDD
THANK YOU luhs. (((((:

ah wellls.
brought my sis to church.
xDD
and the movie screened at service today was FANTASTIC.
the MIRACLES god does. ((:
so heartwarming luhs.
was super touched by the message put across.
and me and xuan are gonna watch that movie again during the HOF service.
how coool. xDD
i don't mind luhs. seriously. xD

AND AND AND. after church, went to the pet farm to buy ming xuans DOG!!
oh gosh. how ultra cool luhs!
hahaha. she bought a japanese chin.
SUPER ADORABLE luhs.
damn damn cute. (((((((:
lucky her.xD
CONGRATS DARLING on getting one of ur dreams come true. (((((:
hope you wil be HAPPY. xDD
LOVES.

and TING. xDDD
no matter what happen arhs..
WE ARE STILL HERE.
plsplspls. dun ever give up or despair kks? xDD
HE LOVES YOU.
((((((((:
and WE TOOOO. xDD

REPLY TO TAGS:

YILUAN: heyheys baby. MWARKS. mummy loves you TOOO. xDD HEARTS. xD

SHAN: hahaha. thanks. (((((:

SHAUNA: but you din cheat mahs. so its an achievement already baby. ((((((: you should be proud of yourself. ((((((:

NIGEL: hahaha. lame luhs. hahas. ((: but still thanks.

CC: oh yeah??? hahaha. YAR LUH YAR LUH! i know lahs. xDD (((((:

SUMIN: WAH. another unexpected tagger. xDDD THANKS GURL FOR TAGGING. xDD LOVE YOU. (((((((((:

SUSAN: hahaha. thanks babe. ((((:

XIUHUI: yar. i got promise to treat u eat before. (((: will KEEP my PROMISE! hahas. ((((((((:

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wahahah.
LOVES everyone.
(((((((:

April 21, 2007

clare posted at 11:12 PM

went to my grand ma's house today. (((:
den had pizza hut for dinner. LOLS.
NICE. xD

was reading my previous posts.
realised that loads of things have changed.
and regret alot of things.
sadness luhs.
hais, oh wells.
things cant come back luhs. ((:
FORGET IT. (((:

and i love everyone.

April 20, 2007

clare posted at 11:16 PM

REPLY TO TAGS. ((((:

ISAAC: *wheeeee. thanks arhs. ((: hahaha.

CHUNANN: yup. hahas. (((:

XUAN: hahaha. wait long arhs. xDD hu call u not to come to school on that day? xD

NANA: YAY gurl. (((: LOVE ya.

JAZE: hahaha. oops* din noe you were free mahs. hahas. xD

AMES: hahaha. thank you!! xDD ((: yea. alot of probs. sadness. hahas

NIGEL: hahahaha. thank you!! XDD

SHERYL: YEA! u guys definitely rocks. hahas. LOVe you too!!!! xDD ((:

AMES: no prob. YEA U DO! hahas. ((:

YC: NO PROB BRO. (((: anytime!! xD

CHUNANN: yea. i will. (((: im a good girl. xDD hahas.

ZHIWEI: WAHHH. i damn touched luhs. xDD THANKS ARHS. xDD super appretiate. xDD

SHAUNA: yea bytch. xDDD LOVE u. hahas.

NIGEL: hahaha. thanks for tagging. ((:

AMES: thanks for tagging. hahas. ((:

SAM: GO AND DIEEEE luhs. hahaha. stupid woman. ((: SPAM UNTIL LIKE THAT>. but so fun. HAHAs. xDD LOVE you woman. hahas.

PAM: im so scared luhs. hahaha. THANKS lah. xDD LOVE you!!((:

XUAN: hahas. thanks darling. ((: xDDD now is too late to say you too. LOL. xDD LOVES YOU! xD

ZACSON: LOLS. it was nothing bytch. ((((: CHEER UP NARHHS. things will be FINE. xDDD

XAVIER: hahahaha. thanks lah kor. LOLS. u lame arhs. hahahaha. nth to say den ask me to study hard. o.O hahas. but thanks still. xD

KEN: wasssh. hahaha. yea. u WU XIM LAHS. xDDD (((: thank you. hahas.

NEVERLAND: wahhh. hahaha. so nice!! xDDD THANKS ARHS xDD (((:

NIGEL: hahahaha. wah. lame luhs. xDDD but still thanks luh. hahas. (((((:

CC: xDDD yar luh!! i super lucky. xDD almost everyone's com got blocked. wakakas. except mine and xuans. xDD ((((: dun sad sad. u treat me good MAYBE i will let u use smtimes. =XX hahaha. kidding. (((:

JAZE: nah. hahaha. I DON'T have the STAMINA luhs. hahas. ((:

SHAWN: YAY. u tagged. ((((: hahaha. thanks alot arhs. xDD super unexpected tagger. hahas. xDD u're welcome! hahas. and and and..i was never nice to begin with. )))))))): hahaha. xDD

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YAY. xDDD so nice sia. inside got sm quite unexpected visitors. hahas. and some i force duh. xDD but stilll..
THANKS LUHS. xDDD
((((((((((((((:
a bright bright smile!! xDD
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

URGHH.
my throat seriously hurtsss a HELL lot. ))):
and my voice sounds like a man. HAHAHA.
sadnesss.
was coughing away like crazy today.
feeling so uncomfortable. ))):

OH. ANDANDAND. i got a C for my 2.4 today!!
xDDD
cause we cheated? hahaha. xDD
but i was seriously about to die of short of breath, with the stupid cough. hahaha.
BUT I CANT BELIEVE I GOT A C LUHS!
hahahaha. think first time? hahas. xDD
so happy. (((:
xDD

and im super tired.
crap luhs.
im so complainish today. hahas.
irritating.

GO luh lahs. before i start grumbling again. hahas.
XDDD
LOVESsSSSSSS. xD

clare posted at 8:07 AM

((((:
now is FnN.
so sian narhhhhsssssss. (((:
Forced sam and pam to tag me. AHAHAHA. xDD
and Sam is beside me now. SHE SUCKS. xDD

ah wells.im so bored!!
nothing to doooooo.
and im so tired. hahas.
I WANT TO SLEEP.
and im coughing away like MAD luhs.
sickening throat hurts like HELLLLLL. ))):
oh wellls.
later got 2.4
how am i going to run in this state?
SADNESS luhs.
hahas.

later when i go home den i slowly reply the tags. ((:
AHAHA. so nice. LOVEss everyone who tagged. LOL. (((:
though a FEW is i force dehr lahs. hahahaha.
xDD
kk narhs. better go luhs. xD
later miss tay angry. xDD

LOVEs.

April 18, 2007

clare posted at 10:48 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDMUND CHAN.
:)) many happy returns of the year.
do take care.
OF HER. hahas. (((:
LAST LONGGGG.... xDD

oh wells. today mrs ng made us super pissed at first.
like WTF luhs.
anyhow insult people.
say leslie act cute.
then she yesterday angry, and vent her anger on my mag.
hell.. MY MONEY noes?
kaos. like that let her throw. somemore is not i reading the mag. =.=
somemore she still so sarcastic. keep on saying our class got no respect.
like she got give us respect like that. o.O
BUT i still stay back for that test today luhs.
the one on probability.
xDD
HELL. quite pathetic luhs the result. hahas.

went for G12 today luhs,
at first quite quiet,
cause joel and vick go army luhs. ))):
no more joke king. HAHA.
and pro guitarist.
sadness.
oh wells. but things were ok in the end. (((:
we all warmed up again. HAHA.
and darling was ultra lame luhs.
say all kinda lame jokes. =.=
make us laugh till stomach ache. xDD
LOVES her.

AND AND AND. i feel so BLESSED. ((:
i have many good friends.
and i am EVER GRATEFUL to them. ((((:
LOVESLOVESLOVESLOVESLOVES. (((((((:

and i feel so sick luhs.
sadnessssss.
THROAT pain.
blocked nose.
and stupid eyes hurttssssss.. ))):
BUT im strong luhs.
AIZAI. xDD
can i not go to school tomorrow?
ahaha. slack-ER.
OHs. canot luhs.
)))): have to study and LITERATURE cnt slack luhs.
((((((((((:
JIAYOU jinlong.
KE YI duhs. ((:

2.4 is on friday.
during PE. sadness luhs. :((
nvm got tomoro to practise. hahas.

and today is a LONG post hurs.
DUN SAY I TYPE SHORT SHORT luh arhs.
xDDD (((:

April 17, 2007

clare posted at 11:55 PM

realised today that sometimes teachers do mean the best for us.
hais, we PON-ed FnN today.
cause just the mere thought of doing the boring coursework makes me so darn sian. :((
than ms tay found us.
and she talked a hell lot.
at first i still not serious.
than after that when i got bored and really listened to what she said.
WAHLAO.
makes sense luhs.
than miss ang also say alot.
kaos. i really felt so guilty.
but hor.... whats the use of saying? and not doing anything.
:((((
CRAP luhs.
i mean i shld at least do something right?
hais.

ohs. and the most dreaded 2.4 km run was cancelled due to the rain today.
HELLLL. i'd rather it be over fast.
den dun need to worry.

and. well. debated on religious issue during tuition today.
hais.
so contradicting. im confused.
and im pissed with myself.

trying to practise CAROL by ayumi hamasaki on the piano now.
HAHA.
so darn difficult. but PASSION will get me through.
cause i just damn like that song luhs! hahas.

randy llent me one of his phn. hahas.
THANKS.

and im ever so confused. :(((((
dun understand myself.

oh wells. LIVE to be HAPPY.

nites people. do take care. (((:

April 16, 2007

clare posted at 8:24 PM

HELLLLL.
)))))))):
my phone got confiscated for two weeksssssss. ))):
sadness luhs.
and the stupid thing that i feel most indignant about is that i did not even use it.
it was just lying on my table, then miss kaur saw it.
URGHH. how irritating luhs. ))))):
gosh.

and band got silver.
sad.
everyone was really disappointed.
hais. especially after all the effort they put in.
and when you see everyone so disapointed and dejected.
you cant help.. but feel that they DO deserve that gold.
not because of the amount of effort they put in.
but also cause they played really really welll.
F the judges.
they are helll strict luhs. )):
so far only 14 bands got gold luhs!
irritating. ))):
CCHY SYMPHONIC BAND RAWKS!!
no matter what.
LOVEssssssss.

ohyea.
my tagboards FINALLY ok.
lols.
finally figured out the prob. :)

& im so screwed.
tomoro's 2.4.
))))):
HELL. i cant run for NUTs.
shit luhs. DIEEEEEE.
hais.

and im so DEAD.

April 15, 2007

clare posted at 11:47 PM

HELO blog. HELO PPL.
(((:
haven't been here in a LONG time. lolls. TWO days?

oh wells. havent been to anything much this few days. ((:
yesterday went shopping with ting and kor. at AMK.
the shops there quite cool arhs.
and me and ting bought the same shirt!! xDD
than me and xuan went for tuition after that. xD
but we didn't really tuition much that day. hahas.
cause we werent in the mood. lols.

today.. went to church.
was late cause i waited for a freaking cab for a bloody HALF AN HOUR.
sorry xuan.
after church, went to meet ting,kor and chun ann. (((:
watched movie!!
we watched WILD HOG.
ahahaha. SUPER FUNNY and NICE luhs. hahas
10 out of 10stars. :))))

after movie.. went home den
had drum. ((:
after drum i went cycling alone. ((((:
today was a special day. cause i saw lotsa STARS. (((:
LOADS AND LOADS OF THEM.
and i was super happy. lolls.

& SCREW YOU.
i ain't gonna let your words affect me.

April 13, 2007

clare posted at 11:14 PM

OHs. and its
FRIDAY the THIRTEENTH.

superstitions.
LOLs.
stupid and RARE.
hahas. (((((:

TIREDTIREDTIRED.

clare posted at 6:15 PM

FnN is OVER.
like HELLLLL.
thank god. :)))))
BUT it was like SUPER SUPER fun.
although there were lots of disasters at first. :((((((((((
BUT everything turned out OK in the end. :)))))))))
and we had LOADS and LOADS of FUN!!! xDD

HAHAss.
and miss tay was in a good mood. :)))))
so the atmosphere was not so tensed. :)))))

ohs.
AND i just wanna say XIU HUI is really really pro luhs.
gosh. her food looked like it was from a restaurant.
a FIVE STAR restaurant. hellll. and it tasted like it tooo. hahas.
I was super envious of her luhs. in fact everyone was envious of her luhs!!
JIAYOU xiuxiu darling. xDDD
next time u open restaurant i CONFIRM go. :)))))
LOVE u.

ohs and norrrr.
ur food tasted great tooo. :)))
im serious. and it looked really good, hahas. :)))
LOVE u too. :))

April 12, 2007

clare posted at 11:35 PM

WHY the fuck do i always do stupid things.
im really pissed at myself.
i still can't do it.
how?
and i really thought i could. i really did.
AND NOW. i made a mess of everything again.

im tired.
i really am.

this life is a mess.
a freaking big mess.

and all those GIANTS?
im sorry. but i just can't break'em.
the just seem to grow.
and grow and GROW.
-end of my means-
and don't ask me why.

April 11, 2007

clare posted at 11:24 PM

oh god.
my bloody thighs are killing me. :((((
i CANT FREAKING WALK PROPERLY.
it just hurts too much. hahaha!
cant even walk down the bloody stairs without uttering an "OUCH"
pathetic luhs.
and my sore throat and flu and stupid eyes are killing me.

AND YOU KNOW WHATS THE WORST THING?
i have to bloody do my FnN.
ROARS.
how irritating luhs.
but like i said. it was my fault. :(((((
craps luhs. for DRAGGGGGIIIIINNNNNGGGGG.

HAHA.
and im so freaking tired.
SCREW FnN luhs.

aniwaes.
went to xuans hse to practise cooking today.
and we made a BIG BIG mess out of her kitchen.
GRRR. felt super guilty.
cause the maid cleared up everything and did not allow us to help.
and the food turned out OK lohs.
hope things will be better on the exam day itself though.

HELL.
this is only a practical exam and we are like worried sick.
will O'LvL be THIS stressing?
GRRR. so DEAD luhs. :((

AHA. and i was super touched today luhs..
thank you so so much. :)))))

im tired.
:((
and life is so messed up.
SHIT luhs. like what do they expect me to do?

oh wells.
going to SLEEEEPPPP lerhs. :))
super shag.
NITES PEOPLE.
i love you all.
:))))))

April 10, 2007

clare posted at 11:31 PM

so i was right.
all along.

oh wells.
whatever luhs.
just stay happy can luhs. :))))

ARGHH.
my FnN is so screwed.
have to jiayou!!!
practical exam this thurs.
damn.

AHAHA.
TODAY had NAPFA test. :)))
Have two A's. xDDD
1st time sia. LOLS.
stupid. hahaha. but very fun. :)))
I LOVE FOUR E'07 FOREVER. :)))
and also FOUR F'07!!!
ok. i LOVE everybody. :))

but screw the 2.4km run.
:(((
have to chiong. :)

todays posts quite random.
LOLs.

dunno what to say bahs.
ohwells. take care everyone!!!

sec four rawks!!

April 9, 2007

clare posted at 11:57 PM

SOMETIMES things just dont go the way you want it to.
and there's nothing you can do about it.

ohhwells.
recently,im having this cantonese fetish.
been pleading with people to teach me canton. :)))
BUT ALL THEY DO IS TEACH ME VULGARITIES.
ROARS. hahas.
but its pretty funny luhs.

and life's been going on ALRIGHTs.
but screw this blog skin.
i cant seem to get the tagboard working.
and screw homeworks.
it seems like everytime i complete ONE. more just pops out.
like THANKS luh.
because this is the first time she actually freaking bothers.

GUILT TRIP.
many thanks for giving me one. :((((((

clare posted at 12:04 AM

first of all...
HAPPY EASTER DAY everybody. :)))

xDD
woke up early in the morning and CAB-ed home and bathe.
:)) den went to meet xuan for the alpha course.
oh wells. it wasnt as BORING as i thought it would be, :))
but the service definitely was.
LOLs.
den went to northpoint to meet chun ann after service. :))
we went ice skating!!! hahaha.
but we did not last long because this young lady here found it extremely boring so we went to the arcade. :))))
hahaha. the arcade was FUN!
we played loads of game. :))
also played time crisis4 and i lasted longer than i do normally. LOLs.
because chunann is freaking good at time crisis4. HE IS REALLY PRO luhs.
den we went to sun plaza. and slacked at mos burger. :)))
den when it was time he sent me to my drum lesson. :))
and the teacher was in a good mood. :)
LOLs. and drum was super fun today. :)))
den i went home to do my FnN.
WTH. printer is spoilt. so have to hand WRITE everything. :((
oh wells. blame me for procrastinating. :((
HAHA. den went out at 9 plus again..
to watch SHOOTER. with chunann. :)))
ITS NC16!!! muahahaha. and noone checked our ICs.
maybe cause we look MATURE. xDDD
but he would have passed the check anyways.hahas. :)))
so went home after that. :)))
AHA. TODAY WAS SUPER FUN LUHS. :))))
thank you. :)))

so.im still doing my FnN.
so sickening.
im so tired luhs.
oh wells. byeeee ppeeeps. :))

and i realised my posts are getting SHORTER.
WRITERS block. LOLS. xDD
:))))))))))

April 7, 2007

clare posted at 11:33 PM

im staying over at tings hse today :)))
but have to wake up early tomorrow to go to church!
for the alpha course and main service.
have to go home to change before that so....
have to wake up SUPER DUPER early. :))
tomorrow going ice-skating!!!!
yea. :)))
HOW NICE. xDDD

im super shag now.
and hungry toooooo. :(((
hahas. bear with it. :)))

went to chun ann's house with ting today. :))
we walked all the way from sun plaza to his house!!!
and i feel so proud of us. xDD
after that we went cycling. HAHA.
twice. :) and i "long pang" su hui!! AHA.
i love that baby.
SUPER ADORABLE!!! :)))
took pics of and with her todayyyyyy. xDDD

:)))) byeeeee.
take care peeeps. :)))
<3333333333 everyone

clare posted at 12:29 AM

:))))
PLAYED BASKETBALL TODAY!!!
xDD
it was so much fun!!
missed it loads luhs.
oh gosh. sweat alot. but had loads of fun. :))
REALLY MISSED IT LOADS. LOADS. LOADS.
:))

AHA. and i taught yee xuan MATH.
oh gosh.
pri sch math seems so easy. all the "models"
hahas. :)
but overall had fun today.

AHAHa. :)) smilesssss. xDDD

April 6, 2007

clare posted at 4:03 PM

im at tings hse now.
aha. and im feeling so bright.
hahaha.
cause they two pairs of couples. and im alone.
hahaha. GRRR. so they play mahjong. :))
and i use COM! xDDD
coz i dunno how to play. hahas.

cant figure out whats wrong with my tagboard.
oh wells. forget it bahs. hahas. dun tag for the time being lohs.
wait until i change blogskins. xDDDD

im so tired luhs.
hahas. got nothing to doooo...

went to church for the good friday service today..
was ALRIGHTS luhs.
quite boring actually.
i prefer HOF more!!! :))

and i love ting's laptop luhs.
so nice. hahas. :)

HAHA. bye then. im going going.
GONE. hahaha. xDD

<3s everyone

April 5, 2007

clare posted at 6:49 PM

And THIS is where i believe, things will just start going wrong.
ALL WRONG.

i believe.
never before has things been this nice.
been this sweet.
and been this perfect.

AND i keep telling myself.
BE HOPEFUL. :)
and i am!

BUT i believe.
it won't last.

soon..you will start to realise.
im not the girl you thought i were.
and i will just turn out to be a disappointment.
a BIG disappointment.

and things will just start going all wrong again.

but i hope.
and i wish with all my heart.
that you will just prove me wrong.

April 4, 2007

clare posted at 10:34 PM

=))
went for G12!!!
ahaha. and everyone was super high today. xDD

actually i cant really remember what hapenned today.
im sorry!! hahaha.
FORGIVE ME? xDD

hmms.
realised that my blog posts are back to using SINGLISH. or BROKEN ENGLISH. :(
oh wells.
im sorry. i will try to look out for mistakes more often. :))

and oh yeah.
everyone's telling me they cant see my tagboard. :(
HOW SAD LUHS.
:(( okok. i try see whats wrong. :))
BYE PEEPS. :)

clare posted at 12:02 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINCENT TAN!!

=))))

BOSSS!!! take care uhss.
SWEET SIXTEEN LUHS. xDDD
LAST LONG WITH SHERYL!! hahas. xDD
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! :))))))

April 3, 2007

clare posted at 9:59 PM

went for dinner with norrrlyn, val and leslie.
but leslie had tuition. so he left earlier.
HAHA. was super fun luhs.
they were so high!! hahas.
and val say i look like WUZHUN.
lolls. was wondering should i be insulted ornot.
HAHA. coz he is a guy. and they say i have chubby cheeks. HAHAHA. xDD
but he is like SUPER CUTE LUHS. hahaha.
hahaha.
THANKS BABEs. had LOADS of FUN. :))

ok. so GREAT.
i thought that SS had to be handed in tomorrow. but apparently NOT.
ROARS. so have to do the ESSAY.
but the essay like social studies essay question like that. HAHA.
not fun derhs. :((

so confused.
wondering what i should do. :((
whats happening to me again luhs.

forget it. :)))

things will be fine!!
hahas. :)))))))

clare posted at 3:58 PM

OH YEA ppl.
today was a GREAT day.
=))

school was fun. xD
me and xuan were not late today!!
in fact,we were like super super early!!! xDD
ahas. then we go back school,something super funny happened to miss kaur today!!!!
hahas. i don't want to embarass her.
MISS KAUR IS SUPER CUTE luhs. xDD

hahas.
Norlyn,edmund teeruiwei and i PON-ed todays FnN.
cause miss tay never come!!
HAHA. xDD
than we were so HIGHHHH. and HAVING SO MUCH FUNNNN. xDD
then xuann went home during FnN cause she want go court to see dawei.
at first i want to go derhs. then after that decided not to.
HAHA. cause very rush. NO TIME.
:(
ohwells. but xuan just called. so apparently da wei has to go in and squat. :(
sad luhs. hais.. but because he now still not of age yet, i think they putting him in temporary home first. then once he is of age he have to go jail lerh lohs.
hais. and that ass still can joke before he go in. hope he will be alright...

so after school, me and ting went to causeway point!!! hahas.
we wanted to eat pastamania. den end up IT WAS CLOSED. :(
hahas. so we went to mos burger instead. :)
den we went home. :)

ooh. and super nice samuel just lent me "the phantom of the opera"
:))) nice!! xDD

ohs. and i LOVE 4eeeeeeee'07 FOREVERRRRR. xDDD

April 2, 2007

clare posted at 11:15 PM

oh wells.
:)))

erms. REPLY TO TAGS:

XUAN> wif dengue? hahas. xDD

ZACSON> AHA! yes. thank you bytch. xDD wakakas. u mean asss. =))

YEEWAN> HIIIEEE DARLING. xDDD YES. i MISSED YOU LOADS. xDD harts you. =)) MWARKS!!! you rock on too BABE. xDD

NIGEL> =) -.- hahas. LAME ASSSSSx

SHERYL> LOLS. you don't need to say sorry. I SHOULD SAY SORRY FOR WHAT HAS BECOME OF YOUR TAG BOARD. xDD I LOVEE YOU BABE! xDD and im really sorry. PAI SEH arhs.

XUAN>aha. THANX LAH. ALL? :( :( :(
hahaha. i LOVE u TOOOOO. XDD mwarks

SHERYL> LINKED BABE. xDD

XUAN> yar. i cant sit properly. :( ouch** PAIINNN. xDD

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IM HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY LUHS.

and i LOVEE all my darlings. :) :) :)

clare posted at 10:43 PM

ouch.
heart pain.
cause of the story he told me.
SAD LUHS.

oh. and i was SPEECHLESS.

but smiling. :))))

and for two consecutive days. i tried doing my homework!!
ahaha. improving!!

clare posted at 9:46 PM

T-T
my ass hurts like anything. :'(
I FELL DOWN. ARRGGH.so scank.
hahas.
LLOOOOONNNGGG story today. but was super super fun. :)))
AHAHA. laughed like anything today luhs.
SUPER FUNNY. esp when ah wee fell. LOLS.
and i smacked my face on the chair can??
*sobs*
ohwells. no pain no gain. :)))
ahaha.

DOING HOMEWORK NOW.
please can anybody tell me if i am supposed to find ALL the meanings of ALL the proverbs.
there's so many luhs!!

and are we supposed to hand in the SS structured essay qns tomorrow? xDD

4EEEEEE RAWKS!!
xDDD
<333333333333

i love everybody!! yea.including him.

clare posted at 5:05 PM

MOODSWINGING.
fucks.

heart skips a beat whenever his name is mentioned.
HAHA. and he did something super funny today during recess.
oh wells. things CHANGE fucking lots.
WHATEVER luhs.

suan lerh bahs.
HAHA.
kept thinking of him. whatever luhs.
PATHETIC.

at xuans house now. going rollerblading soooon.
with her "just patched" boyfriend and her.
HAHA. ah wee was super super sweet luhs.
:)) he bought flowers and surprised her outside school.
OH GOSH. we all got a shock.
HAHA. but it was super super touching luhs.
almost cried. lols.
kinda lame huhs.

seriously don't know whats wrong with me today.
sorry norrrrlyn.
i don't know what came over me luhs.
lols. so pai seh luhs.
oh wells. gtg. bye ppl.

i am beginning to hate myself for this.

April 1, 2007

clare posted at 10:07 PM

AND IM BACK FROM DRUM. =)
today's drum lesson was WAY weird.
because chun ann was there to see me play.
AHA. and i was feeling so so so pai seh.
but he was very nice about it. =)
hahas. he wants to learn drum tooooo.
i think he can make it cause he has the scouts drum playing background.
=))
oh wells. so after drum. we went to SUN PLAZA ARCADE. =)
HAHA. and played our favourite drum game!! hahaha.
had loads of fun lahs!and he is good.
THEN we played the kiddy percussion master game.
SUPER CUTE. and SUPER FUNNY. imagine two teenagers playing that game. LOLS. =)
but FUN!!!=))
and then i kinda tricked him into playing my favourite game.
the hand one. HAHA.and he looked so funny.
hahas. after that we tried basketball and also another game. =))) hahas.

after that it was HOME SWEET HOME. :D
and right now. i am doing my ENGLISH HOMEWORK. :))
so yar. guai kia time. :)
BYE PPL.

``SUFFOCATING.
and choked.

REPLY TO TAGS:

YILUAN: hahaha. I WILL. SMWARKS. xDD LOVESsss.

CELESTA: AHAHA. hiie babe. =)) linked lerhs. xDD

NORRRLYN: hahahaha. i LOVE typing. xDD its ok lah babe. its all in the name of good fun. =))
I LOVEEE YOUUUU. xDD

NIGEL: ahahahaha. xDD yay!! 3 cheers for jinlong!! *CLAPS* ahahahah. =)))

EMUCHAN: WOW. so am i supposed to be amazed? actually i am! hahas. =) thanx for tagging though.

XUAN: XDDDD. hahaha. sorry babe. xDD BUT THANX LUHS. hahas. really appreciate it. xDD LOVE YOU!! MWARKS.

NIGEL: hahaha. only u weird can??? hahaha. xDD

AMES: ENVY ME!! hahaha. but i was nice to help u blog lahs. hahas. xDD

CC: HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY TOOO! xDDD

NIGEL: ARHS?? what u toking about? hahas. =.=

GERMAIIN: hahaha. hihi babe!! xDDD LINKED YA. xDD =))

===================END=================

and im gonna wait for you.

clare posted at 2:09 PM

``HAPPY APRIL FOOL's DAY PPL!!
=)))
hahas.

xuan sms me to tell me she has got dengue fever.
ok. we did not really believe.
we,as in ting and me. AHA.
but she did have some of its symptoms lah. like coughing?
zzz. even HER MUM was roped in to prank us lah! hahas.
what the hellllllllll.
BUT SUPER FUNNY.
den me and ting wanted to go visit her. HAHA.
at kk hospital.
thank god she called us back and say it was an APRIL FOOLS JOKE.

and two other assholes tried to trick me.
GRRR. i believed one though. LOL.
how lame luhs.
but i haven't pranked anyone yet. =((
how disappointing luhs.
HAHA.

ohs and the dark chocolates MnNs tastes fantastic!!
ahaha. especially the blue ones.
xDDD =))))

and life is so puzzling.
cant figure out what is happening.
oh wells.
=))
GOD HAS PLANS!!

clare posted at 2:00 AM

ok.
so today,the initial plan was actually to go ice skating and than maybe go watch a movie or something. =))
and so! we set out.
we, meaning shawn ng, nigel and me. =)))

so the FIRST dissapointment we met with was that it was FUCKING CROWDED at jurong i don't know whats that shopping place called.
because they were having the anugerah, malay singing compeitition there.
and so wet set out to FUJI ICE PALACE. =)
and we found out that there was a figure skating compeitition.
so we told ourselves. LETS WAIT! since its only for fifteen minutes more.
THAN, we went to bought gloves. since we did not bring any.
i had one. but i just could not find it anywhere at home.
THAN we happily waited and waited and waited.
NOBODY bothered about us. until we were behind this group of boys. and we overheard someone telling them that the ice skating rink was close for public admission today.
WAH LAO EHS. i can tell you i was damn fucking du lan lahs.!!
zzz. and the sell gloves derh KNEW that the ice skating rink was close but still,to earn money, they did not tell us.
FUCK THEM MAN.

hahas.
BUT god had better plans for us. =)
i DIE oso want to ice skate or roller blade.
so we decided to rollerblade. but later in the evening.
so at around 4 plus. we went walking around. searching and walking. and SO! we actually wanted to go shopping at marina. but somehow. we ended at somewhere quite near esplanade. ( we took random buses) AHA. so we walked to the merlion there. and had fun there. =) walked to esplanade. and SLACKED.
den CABbed to east coast park.
and RENTED SKATES. so by than it was already SIX plus. =)
THEN we skated until 8:35.

and skating was fun. =)
SUPER FUN!
hahaha. and i DID NOT FALL AT ALL!
and i am not gonna embarrasse the guys by saying how many times they fell.
xDD
AHA. and i skated super fast.
cause the feeling was so shiok.
xD
and i really enjoyed myself.
the two guys were perfect gentlemen. =))
and than xuan called me to tell me about that bastard.
ohs. and i had a great time listening to that bastard TRYING to explain himself.

so after that we were planning where to go for dinner. hahas. and so we went "lau pa sar"( don't know how you spell it) and had a DAMN NICE DINNER.
which consisted of bbq stingray. and loads of other DELICIOUS THINGS luhs. xDD
than we walked to that hotel.( AGAIN, i don't know what it is) anyways,its near the supreme court. =)) and than we ZI LIANed!!!
and took LOADS AND LOADS OF PICS> =))
we stayed at that super nice place for a LONG LONG time until 10.30??
den we WALKED all the way to the SAME merlion place. AHA.
funny. we went past that place so many times.
den we went starbucks to get a coffee. =))
den we WALKED TO ESPLANADE AGAIN TO TAKE BUS. by than it was oready 11.30. =))
and we BUSed home. =))
than TALKED AND HAD FUN.

than shawn alighted at chong pang there.
and nigel sent me home.
HOW NICE.
hahas. especially when it was already twelve plus and i lived in sembawang.
=))

and TODAY. i found out that MnNs had a new DARK CHOCOLATE version.
like wth.
MY TWO FAVOURITE IN ONE!! hahaha.
blue MnNs with DARK CHOCOLATE.
YAYyers.
SUPER HAPPY! hahas.
=)))

and according to them.
i talked non-stop about q**** all day.
lols.

oh wells. BYE.
jinlong is tired now and would like to sleep. =))
GOODNIGHT PEEPS.
take care. and jinlong loves you. =))