November 25, 2007
clare posted at 8:05 AM
i guess shutting down and trying to on my com 3 times doesnt help at all.
it only wastes time.
i still cant see my tagboard. ):
ahhhh.
oh well.. just came to say that im offfff. (:
goodbye and take care everyone.
((:
LOADS OF LOVESSSS.
:DDDDDD
clare posted at 6:27 AM
IM SO DAMN EXCITED I CANT SLEEEEEP.
hahaha.
and i am really happy yesterday and today. :D
you know, a small gesture can go a looonngggg way.
a simple msg to show that you care and they matter once in a while makes people feel so blessed. :D
thank you my friends. (:
actually, i wanted to come and reply my tags but i cant seee my tagboard..
ohwells.
shall try to shut down and log in again later. (:
oh.
and my phones spoilt. )):
i cant reply msgs.
this is so saddening luh!
i have to call everyone who msgs me to explain that i cant reply.
which is pretty funny luh.
and i just found another new favourite boook!
my god.
i swear its damn damn goood.
all the plot's twist and turn made me giddy.
the title is ''
strange allure'' by
Susan Lewis.
its reallly reallly good. :D
im so darn bored now.
shall go try again to see if i can see my tagboard.
byebye. (:
LOADS OF LOVE EVERYONE. ((:
November 23, 2007
clare posted at 11:13 PM
i think humans are so conflicted sometimes.
i find it really difficult to get a hold on my feelings and just let it go.
but its just so hard.
all the selfish feelings. the negativity.
i hate it all.
i want it to just go away. but its so difficult to.
if only i could say what i think about this in his face..
but on the other hand, i dont wanna lose a good friend.
he's being so so selfish.
why cant he EVER learn?
and she, so contradicting.
saying something now and yet, saying another a while later.
and being such a total uncaring bitch.
so many things we can NEVER voice out about.
our unhappiness.
i know this is going to be one big childish post..
but for once, how good it would be if everyone could throw that mask away.
and everyone just love each other and be friends.
but on the other hand, how can we love another after we know what he or she truely is?
likewise..nobody will like you.
right.. dont get what i say then forget it.
ITS SO MADDENING. SO FRUSTRATING.
this post is alittle too agressive i guess.
a far cry from the post just before this.
but i can't help it.
after i pressed publish for the previous post and i re-read it, i felt a heavy stone in me.
i need to get the heavy stone out..
sometimes i get really angry at myself though.
for thinking such stuffs of people i genuinely love and treasure.
then i start doubting myself and everything.
maybe im the one at fault. that im not a good friend.
its so difficult to live a life.
just a life.
it doesnt need to be special. it doesnt need to be ordinary.
it just has to be normal.
ordinary and normal is different.
maybe it isnt any different to some.
but to me,it is.
and before i go.
IM NOT FREAKING EMO-ING LUH.
i am not thinking of suicide or smoking or drugs.
these are purely what i think.
if you dont agree with it,i dont really care actually.
but if you really wanna voice them out, the tagboards always available.
and im sorry to be hitting such a negative post on you befre leaving for taiwan.
im sorry.
i really am.
just that once in a while...
things start building up in you so much that you start feeling that you might burst..
maybe i will not publish this post.
maybe i will.
shall just see.
clare posted at 10:24 PM
WEI KANG and
PEI LING 's wedding on wednesday was PERFECT. (:
the groom was handsome, the bride gorgeous,
& food, fantastic. :D
it was really touching to see the two couple so in love, marry.
emotions were surging up in me.
happiness, and maybe pride even.
it got me so excited, i was even planning for my own wedding. HAHAHA!
kiddddding. :D
but seriously.. the wedding made me feel hopeful..that one day i will be able to walk down the aisle with a man i truly love, and love me tooooo. :DDD
CONGRATULATIONS WEIKANG AND PEILING. :D
however, attending the wedding meant i had to miss prom.
i cant help but feel it was such a pity.
felt like i reallly missed out on alot the way they were describing it and everything.
oh wells. no point dwelling on what MIGHT have happened, because it will NOT happen. (read this in a book somewhere)
but its true.. time cant turn back anyway. (:
why cant i be like hermione?? with the hourglass to turn back time so that i can attend both the events. :D
GREEEEEDY ME. (:
anyway,
congratulations to cyn and zhong shou for being nominated prom queen and king. (:
From the pics shawn showed me, i have to say those who went,looked really good.
hahaha.
justina was DAMN DAMN CHIO LAH! :D
and PAM ARH!
if you are reading this, your dress is super nice can?!
it wasnt very 60s luh. you looked damn good..
i swear. (:
went to tuckshop again today but this time with shawn. ((:
the food there is sooooo good!
and wei ling was so cute. HAHAHA.
oh wells. i gotta go pack my bag.
im still 1/4 done only.
like wtf. =.=
BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEE.
doubt i will be online tomorrow to blog or whatever.
so in advance, GOODBYEE. :D
i will be back on friday.
6 days in taiwan is so short luh. but still,what to do?
my parents luh. HAHAHA.
but being able to go is already a great thing so, im not complaining.
TAKE CARE!
LOVES TO LAST A WHOLE WEEEEEK.
MUACKS. *blow kisses* :D
November 20, 2007
clare posted at 9:51 PM
OHMYGOD.
i havent been online for like AGES.
SORRRRY.
i have been super lazy to on the com and post.
but decided today to just come online and update.. if not, i will have even more to type in future. (:
these few days have beeen a blast!
from sentosa with the big fun group to shopping at vivo with cyn and sam, bao wens nco pop to pams birthday party.
they were all really loads of fun! :D
but this time, i DOUBLE CHECKED that i brought my shirt to sentosa. HAHA!
fun as they were, i was dead bushed this few days..
relinks and comments will have to wait for now.. im really sorrry..
will relink and reply at your blogs soon..
right now,im super excited for my cousins wedding tomorrow!
and prom.
man, why do they have to be on the same date? ):
so sad luh. ):
and im going tai wan on sunday!! (((:
and i stil havent packed AT ALL.):
im ONE BIG LAZY ASSSSS. ))):
urghhhh.
cant think of what else there is.
im sorry if i have forgotten anything..
i just cant think of anything else to post about. =.=
BYEBYEEEEEEEEE. (:
much loves. (:
November 12, 2007
clare posted at 9:41 PM
i saw it
i wanted it
i threw a tamtrum,
i got it.
cute slogan uhs? (((:
saw it on a tee-shirt. (:
shopping with love yesterday was really really fun! (((:
and i FINALLY got a top for the wedding dinner.
now, all thats left is the bottttom.(((:
yesterday love and i was walking through citylink when we saw this group of people quarrelling. (3 males and 1 female)
at first we thought they were just a normal rowdy bunch of people playing and we couldnt care less.
so we just continued with our own business. HAHA.
she was being so lame can?
suggesting that we walk past the models and suddenly 'boo' them.
you know the models at citylink trying to promote the cameras and photo printers in the small glass cabin or something?
HAHAHA. we were acting like a bunch of silly kukus..walking past the exibition don't know how many times.
then we heard the woman crying and it got us interested.
HAHA.
i think i heard something like 'it was one year ago'
so we figured out it was something to do with two-timing. HAHA.
and the two guys almost fought or something.
and the GIRL went down on her knees crying and begging for forgiveness!
my god.
at this point me and love were feeling pretty indignant cause as
GIRLs, we should never beg..especially in public.
and the thing is, the guy isn't even goodlooking!
this kind of scenes should be left to the privacy of their own homes or whatsoever luh.
but then come to think of it, they provide us busybodies with nice shows. HAHA.
alot of people were staring by this time.
love kept wanting to walk past them but i was too pai seh. HAHAHA.
sorry love. (:
and the neos we took was so nice luh!
havent been taking neoprints for a long long time!
and i found out many many new things about neos.
was super super sua ku. :D
THANK YOU NORRLYN choo. ((:
and right now,
my skins peeling so badly. )):
haiyo!
how to go out looking like that?!
hopefully, it will be alright by wednesday! :D
oh! and i take back my words on abstaining from sentosa. (((:
its sentosa again this wednesday!
YAYYYYs. ((:
cant wait!
but this time,im gonna put lots and lots of sun-block.
Seriously! :D
im offffffffffff!
bye
and much loves. (:
November 10, 2007
clare posted at 5:24 PM
IM HOT.
IM RED.
and IM IN PAIN.
HAHAHA.
i don't mean hot as in sexy hot but im seriously radiating heat. (:
and i swear im not exaggerating about the red as a cooked lobster part.
yesterday's sentosa really took its toll on me.
first time im so sunburnt. ):
and it hurts so much!
blame it on me and my sun tanning. HAHAHA
but it was really fun though.
with sucha big group of people.(:
but i swear!
i am abstaining from sentosa for the rest of the holiday. )):
im developing a phobia.
not to sentosa. but to sunburns.
HAHA.
right now, im just slapping on moisturizer on my face and body.
oil free of course.
dont wanna be popping out in pimples in addition to my already painful skin. ):
but still,
i want to say thanks to all the people who went to sentosa yesterday.(:
it was reallly really fun. :DDD
and i think even the sun burn was worth it. HAHA
and i dedicate this holiday to working out and losing weight!
(:
i will and can do it. ( i hope)
HAHAHA (:
but of course. i still must set time aside for shopping and fun.
in fact, many many times. ((((((((:
LOBSTER IS OFFFFFF. (:
fried, steam or boil. =X
November 8, 2007
clare posted at 7:03 AM
i bet people who knows me must be wondering why im online so EARLY IN THE MORNING.
hahaha.
hard to imagine me waking up so early. especially since its not a school day.
HAHA.
i didn'tt wake up.
i just did not sleep.
LOLOL.
but i swear i will compensate for all this shut-eyes i have lost. (:
HAHA.
am waiting for my dramaserial to load. (:
my dad luh!
dont know what he do to programme the com. then i cant use mozilla after 12 midnight till 6 in the morning.
-.-
so irritating.
my stomachs rumbling like mad. ):
i want breakfast! ((:
and i hope i do not have any eye-bags. ):
HAHAHA.
im off to search for something nice to munch on. (:
November 7, 2007
clare posted at 5:36 PM
OH YEAH!
ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER. :DDDDD
my 2nd worst nightmare is SO OVER. ((((:
YAYYAYYAY. (:
loooking forward to LOADS OF SHOPPING AND REST!
hahaha. :D
i saw this puma dress that was SUPER NICE luh yesterday.
but it cost $71!
if i get that dress, i will have to sacrifice the other stuffs that i want. ):
HAHAHA.
so i dont know if its worth it ornot.
oh wellllllls.
i shall take my time to make a decision. (:
:D
ENJOY!
much loves. (:
November 5, 2007
clare posted at 10:31 PM
& I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT
JAY CHOUS NEW CD. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
YAY YAY YAY YAY
JAY JAY JAY JAY!
:DDDDDDDDDDD
I MUST MUST MUST GET IT. (:
absolute LOVES! (:
clare posted at 9:52 PM
YAYYYYYERS!
although its not the end of exams..
BUT IT STILL FEELS LIKE THE END OF EXAMS!!
:DDDDDD
i still have chem/phy paper one and lit.
but im already CELEBRATING. :D
today after the ss paper, everyone was like grinning from ear to ear. :D
i feel so relieved. (:
not that i was ever stressed to begin with luh. but just that at least its over, i can have fun without pretending not to have fun.
ok. dont get what i mean, nevermind. (:
the main thing is, WE GET TO ENJOY NOW! (:
POST EXAMS ACTIVITIES! HERE WE COME! :DDDDDDD
November 3, 2007
clare posted at 9:21 PM
JINLONG,