October 22, 2009
clare posted at 12:27 AM
idk if i made the right decision in joining bloco.
i am excited and i love beats but there are many factors that makes me fear,
but i guess, this kinda chance dont come often in life and i should make the most out of it.
i should put my insecurities and apprehensiveness aside and just live for the moment.
beeeeenn a busy week, and super unlucky stuffs has happened.
buttttttttt it will all be fine! :)
should be more optimistic! :D
October 13, 2009
clare posted at 12:20 AM
reallly down on my luck.
god. this stress, can kill.
adding on to sch and beats encore worries, now i have more.
feel like killing myself.
OMGGGGG.
why the fuck am i so fucking suay?
see my picture in the obituaries tomorrow. :(
October 5, 2009
clare posted at 10:43 PM
First day of school, was total screwed up shit man.
i hate my nerves. or should i say, the absence of it.
was super nervous and didn't get enough sleep the night before.
messed it up big time.
sigh. i can only hope tomorrow will be better. :(
but i love today's module though. its kinda like philosophy.
you dont quite have an actual answer for the issue, but the fun is in all the debating, exchanging of opinions and stuffs like that.
hope the next 4 modules are as fun as well. :D
keep yr chin up!
have faith. things will get better! :)
clare posted at 12:53 AM
I think, im getting my blogging vibes back.
but then again, no big deal. haha!
right now, all im feeling, is excited for the start of a new sem! :D
am watching america's next top model from the very first cycle and i think janice dickinson is such a bitch. too over opinionated.
ughh. but watching this kinda show makes me feel so bimbotic.
am gonna wake up early tmr to get ready for sch. haha
keeping my fingers cross that my classmates will be awesome. :)
October 4, 2009
clare posted at 4:34 AM
wish, the news wasn't so depressing.
i wonder how the newscasters survive being the bearer of all these bad news each day..
miss my childhood.. playing with candles, fire and lanterns.
damn. hate growing up.
we just dont make time for this kinda things anymore.
spent mooncake festival watching a hindi movie with P, V and K instead.
awesome show titled 'wake up sid' and the experience was very different as compared to watching it in other normal cinemas. haha!
tomorrow's the start of the semester.
dk what to expect.
but am pretty excited.
gta start my rusty engines and work hard this sem.
knn. 2.5. each time i think about it, i cringe.
should stop skipping classes and all the whatsnot.
looking at a cooking show just reminds me what a terrible cook i am.
HAHA! ask J, he should know. ;D
sigh. should go to bed now. nice screwed up body clock.
October 1, 2009
clare posted at 9:05 PM
4 more days to a new sem.
idk whether to be afraid, or to be excited.
but the mere prospect of having to get to know a new class of ppl all over again, to have to do presentations, evaluation and RJ everyday is dreadful.
but i do miss school as a whole and the fun we had as a class..
W46M will always hold fond memories.
anw, my results for sem 1 are terrible! 2.5 gpa. holy shit..
this hol has been pretty good though. been having fun and relaxing but have been putting off things i ought to have done long ago..
am feeling real vexed for no reason at all. idk whyy as welll. :(
JINLONG,