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August 10, 2009
clare posted at 2:48 AM

life.
everything's accumulating to the point of breaking down.
where all you can tell yourself is, press on.
things can't get any worser... can it?

have i been putting so much pressure on everyone around me?
am i being oversensitive? and perhaphs, self centered?

haven't been blogging about my feelings for pretty long, and i think i kinda forgot how to.
its quite scary to see how you feel being written down though, and then you start worrying that people will judge you, your life, and the people in your life that you just backspace everything, and then you feel that constricted pain in your heart grow tighter and you feel indignant, silly and foolish all at once.

im getting lazier.
maybe, its time to do something about everything laying stagnant.