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August 12, 2009
clare posted at 3:08 PM

Only 4 more days to me and J's 1st year.
Its weird. Like how time feels like its passing so fast and yet, when we reach this significant timing, it feels like i've only known him for months.
Thinking about everything we've been through for this 1 year, and even before we were together, all the memories bitter, sweet or sour, that contributed to how we are now.
We've had our fair shares of quarrels and troubles, but we also had our very happy moments.
Along the way, we've both changed for better or for worse and...
i dont know.. its a whole mix of emotions..

feeling very excited but at the same time, very nervous because, when something means something to you, you cant help but worry about every little thing and hope with all your heart that everything will go smoothly..

August 10, 2009
clare posted at 2:48 AM

life.
everything's accumulating to the point of breaking down.
where all you can tell yourself is, press on.
things can't get any worser... can it?

have i been putting so much pressure on everyone around me?
am i being oversensitive? and perhaphs, self centered?

haven't been blogging about my feelings for pretty long, and i think i kinda forgot how to.
its quite scary to see how you feel being written down though, and then you start worrying that people will judge you, your life, and the people in your life that you just backspace everything, and then you feel that constricted pain in your heart grow tighter and you feel indignant, silly and foolish all at once.

im getting lazier.
maybe, its time to do something about everything laying stagnant.

August 6, 2009
clare posted at 12:03 AM

I hate it when words fall short.
i hate it when i say and do things i dont mean,
and the words i really wanna tell you, get stuck and wont get out.

sigh
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