i think, most of the things happening are my own fault.
despair so strong like i have never known it.
im giving up on practically, almost, everything.
i feel this ridiculous rebellion at eating.
at least it makes me happy and i can slim downownown.
haha. i can not eat the whole day and not feel hungrrryyyy.
and i feel this crazy insatiable urge to shopopop till i fucking drop.
GSS has started for a week and 2 days and i still havent bought a single thing, or even been anywhere to shop.
major sadness.
just realised all of a sudden.
time is THE factor.