June 28, 2009
clare posted at 4:58 PM
Staying at home is such a bitch.
not to mention having to do elearning as well.
CBBBB.
i miss going to school to the ultimate max.
I miss my crazy classmates..
and i miss the convenience of being in the same sch as N and T. :(
GOD. H1N1 is being the ultimate bitch what with ruining the plans and spoiling the routine.
on to happier things,
i cant tell you how excited i am about singapore idol's audition.
ok, i might be alittle mean but i was never the kind of girl who goes crazy over idol but i love the audition part be it american or singapore because it cracks me up like craazzyy.
god. am in one of those ditzy mood where i can never focus on something for long.
am off to cut my fringe and bathe. :)
oh, and happy 28th june Ms. :)
loads and loads of love! :D
June 27, 2009
clare posted at 2:25 AM
i think, im such a hypocrite.
i give ppl advices on love and life and yet, i dont follow them.
who am i to speak anw? i aint no love nor life guru.
in fact, i fail so miserably in both i have no rights to speak at all.
and i cant believe you really think i am that dumb.
really.. what a ridiculous excuse you gave.
i wasn't just born yst you know?
anw, awesome songs to share.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P609VFCTOW0http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lkdJQJg67cU
June 26, 2009
clare posted at 11:51 PM
god.
its been a very eventful week eh.
but the major thing is, now, my whole class is being home quarantined because a classmate has the virus. :(
thing is, H1N1 is really becoming very serious. though you most probably wont die from it, but stillllll...you never know.
so, people who are advised to stay at home, please be socially responsible and do just that.
its not a very big thing but still, what if you really do unknowingly have the virus? and nobody wants to pass it to someone you really care about right? like your friends and extended families.
anw, do take care everyone!
oh and go watch transformers.
its an effing brilliant movie!! like the best ever!!
seriously. :D hahaha.
June 22, 2009
clare posted at 9:50 PM
Bintan trip was awesomeee!!
omg. the sea was clear and VERRRYY beautiful.
and the hotel, freaking gorgeous and romantic. HAHA
too bad J wasn't there.
enjoyed myself to the ultimate max..
but the one glitch was that everything was overpriced.. god.. it was difficult to even find decent priced good food.
but it was a very good experience and i love that place! :D
wanna go back there again soon. :D
June 18, 2009
clare posted at 1:09 PM
Beliefs are defined as someone's own understanding. In belief, "I am" always right and "you" are wrong. There is nothing that can be done to convince the person that what they believe is wrong. With respect to belief,
Henri Poincaré said, "Doubt everything or believe everything: these are two equally convenient strategies. With either, we dispense with the need to think." Believing means not wanting to know what is fact. Human beings are most apt to believe what they least understand. Therefore, you may rather have a mind opened by wonder than one closed by belief. The greatest derangement of the mind is to believe in something because one wishes it to be so.
June 14, 2009
clare posted at 9:46 PM
am beginning to develop weird sleeping habits.
fell asleep last night at 11 and woke up at 3 in the morning, for no apparent reasons.
read my book for 3 hours and then went for a walk downstairs.
during the walk,many absurd things were running through my mind.
like the meanings of life, and how good it would be if i were a vampire and so much more.
slept, and woke up at 11.15 for work.
am dead exhausted right now.
kinda dread having to wake up early in the morning for school tomorrow again.
but am looking forward to seeing my classmates and going to school in general.
two weeks of holiday feels like it passed damn fast.
whatever. am going to bed.
loads of love people! :)
June 10, 2009
clare posted at 7:19 AM
i know this is so retarded.
but i stayed up the whole night watching boys before flowers or is that boys over flowers?
haha. nvm.
im hooked on korean dramas all thanks to yeo yeeting. HAHA
great. now my bio clock's all screwed up.
yst, i woke up at 5 at j's place. nice.
HAHA.
but all this romance things are getting me so emotional.
oh godddd. i love jun pyo. HAHAHA
and i think the female lead is so cute as welllll.
ahhh. i would kill to be in her place. :D
oh well. at least i have J. :D
HAHAHA.
M's.
imiss you guys. meet up soon alrights? HAHAHA
the old JLong is back. :)
no more pondering over insignificant stuffs.
im standing back on my feet. :D
June 7, 2009
clare posted at 10:31 PM
i think, most of the things happening are my own fault.
despair so strong like i have never known it.
im giving up on practically, almost, everything.
i feel this ridiculous rebellion at eating.
at least it makes me happy and i can slim downownown.
haha. i can not eat the whole day and not feel hungrrryyyy.
and i feel this crazy insatiable urge to shopopop till i fucking drop.
GSS has started for a week and 2 days and i still havent bought a single thing, or even been anywhere to shop.
major sadness.
just realised all of a sudden.
time is THE factor.
June 6, 2009
clare posted at 1:14 AM
reading
http://auntyyochana.blogspot.com/ pretty much got me in the baking mood.
oh goddd. just pray like krrrazzeee it wont flop. :D
decided on stained glass cookie.. something newww.
am pretty afraid it will turn out bad though. :(
MUNCHYS and J, wanna be my guinea pigs? hehe. :D
i wanna be, comfortable in my own skin..
June 1, 2009
clare posted at 11:57 PM
all of a sudden, its the holidays.
the 6 weeks of school feels so short
and now that the holidays are suddenly here, it feels weird...
but its only 2 weeks of hols. i should enjoy myself to the ultimate max. :)
Sunday was J's 20th birthday! :D
i hope you enjoyed yourself, and you liked everything i did. :)
you know i love you very much. :)
and shawn, happy 18th birthday! :)
thanks for the wonderful gathering.
perhaphs i should have grown up a long time ago..
sometimes, i feel like....like nothing is really going right for me..