This morning, was a nightmare.
Thank you jord and merv for being so patient and taking care of us.
sorry for troubling you guys.
damn.
i swear.. thats my last time.
Life's so unpredictable.
but things dont happen without a reason..
its been an awesome! but fast two weeks. :D
and damn. schools starting tomorrow.
much as i was missing it, im dreading it now.
HAHAHA.
and im finally posting pics!
not much. only four, of the zoo. :D
the rest are still with rui wei. :D
oh. and im head over heels in love with kat deluna! HAHAHA!
am slow as usual i know. :D
but shes fucking good shit. LOLOL.
oh. and yes. thanks xuan and matt for the chalet. :D
it was loads of fun! :D
and i still fucking want to go escape.
didnt managed to make it during the chalet. HAHA
lets go lets go! :D
new blog song! :D
and its fucking awesome!
chanced upon it on youtube and fell in love with it.. :D
Sometimes, i wish life, was as simple as having faith, hope, and simply believing.
That bed times stories aren't only for kids and fairytales do come true.
but sometimes, i wish, i wasnt so blind, to see only what they provided and to believe in the impossible.
staring at the foreign face in the mirror, i loathe what i saw and i couldn't stand what i see.
i hated what lay beneath. the mingled sadness, confusion and helplessness.
it was so odd to finally understand fully and completely, that things wasn't and never had been what i thought they were.
pity. that things aren't often what we wished for.
pity. that we only see things that are placed before us.
pity. that we are too headstrong, to make things better.
pity. that we believe too strongly at times in things we think are right. and in the end, we fall. we all fall fast, and deep.
the snowball chance in hell, you led me to believe,and regret.
I miss munchys.
I miss cchy.
and i miss going to school at chec.
Have you ever been in a state of pain so intense, it was like a living creature wound tightly around your ribcage and shoulders and neck? Getting into that place requires not just one thing that's wrong, but instead a whole knot of wrongness. It requires wrong things you have done, along with wrong things that have been done to you. It requires both both good and bad intentions, doubled and tripled back upon themselves until they are so distorted, you cant see clearly where they began. It requires you to see every inadequacy , every failing, every weakness you possess, magnified to horrific size. It requires bad luck. And then, when you reach this place, and look around, you see only blackness And only one possible route to travel : Downward, and inward, into more blackness.
- Black Mirror,
Nancy Werlinthis, the prologue, was what intrigued me into reading the book. and i dont regret reading it. twice in fact. this is one book, better than all of harry potter put tgt, better than all my favourite books.
this is my new favourite book. :)
stunning revelations were made as i read onwards. and worthy life lessons.
a book, i can actually relate to.
gimme more.gimme more. gimme more books like this that actually makes sense.
i dont want romance novels or fairy tales no more.
JINLONG,