i dont know whats happening to me.
i dont know who i am.
i dont know what i am doing and i dont know why i am hurting.
i dont understand what are the tears for.
i dont know who the anger is directed at.
and i dont know why i never make sense.
i cant't shake these negative feelings off.
i dont know want anybody to find out but at the same time, i hope somebody will notice.
but life's not always about me.
what do i do to make the pain, the pain go away.