was just browsing through my past archives and i started thinking about random shit ass stuffs..
stuffs like regrets and so on.
like how i wasted 16+ years of my existence playing around and not taking my studies seriously. but then again, i had fun this 16+ years.
and what, i wasted 4 years doing stuffs i thought was alright. was cool.
when its not.
and how along the way, because of my stubborn and wilful character, i made so many mistakes that i cant turn back.
and can only move forward but live with the mistakes.
ridiculous now that i think back.
i dont even know the reasons for the many things.
and i bet now that half the time , i probably thought i was correct,cute,smart,whatever.
stupid eh.
but now i think again, it doesnt necessarily mean that i'm doing the right thing now either.
like hell.. i NEVER do the right thing.
sheesh.
whats up with me and my crappy posts nowadays?
i guess being away from blogger for too long gives you withdrawal symptoms.
HAHAH.