i.. saw something that hurt me alot.
and im at a loss for words.
i dont understand how that one day,that one post, that moment of anger, can push away the memories we have for the past 2 years.
or has it been going on for the past few months and i was too dense to notice.
i should have known something like this would have happened.
and its my fault for my poor time management.
must things really be reduced to this stage? can we bear to let this friendship go?
im trying to accomodate things and people in. but with the different schedule and all, its hard.
and its not good enough.
for everyone i've neglected, im sorry. for being the total insensitive loser i am.
i regret coming online and i regret seeing that post.
because now, i feel like im drowning. i cant catch my breath and i feel the pain.
i care i care i do care about you.
and needless to say, i love you.
but it takes two hands to clap.
can we try again?
me, you and her.
bestfriendsforever.
JINLONG,