April 21, 2008
clare posted at 9:14 PM
i have a new favourite song. LOLOL
Over You by Chris Daughtry.
its a pretty old song. but still, its damn damn nice luh. :D
the lyric's true to my heart. :D
i particularly like the first and third paragraph. :D
Now that its all said and done,
i cant believe you were the one
to build me up and tear me down
like an old abandoned house.
what you said when you left
just left me cold and out of breath
i fell too far, was in way too deep
guess i let you get the best of me
chorus:
well i never saw it coming
and i should have started running
a long long time ago
and i never thought i'd doubt you
i'm better off without you
more than you, more than you know
i'm slowly getting closure
i guess its really over
i'm finally getting better
and now i'm picking up the pieces
from spending all of these years
putting my heart back together
cuse the day i though i'd never get through,
i got over you.
you took a hammer to these walls
dragged the memories down the hall
packed your bags and walked away.
there was nothing i could say.
and when you slammed the front door shut,
alot of others opened up
so did my eyes so i could see
that you never were the best for me
LOVEE IT! :D
i'm like so irritating everyone with it luh.
been listening to it for 48 hours straight! ever since like friday night. LOL!
before i go off though,
theres something i need to get off my chest.
im so pissed so pissed so pissed right now at this two faced bitch.
the worst shit is that i have to pretend i dont know nothing when i know everything.
the only thing i dont know now is what to do and what to think of the whole shit anymore.
SCREW IT. SCREW HER. SCREW LIFE.
April 20, 2008
clare posted at 11:49 PM
FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY! :D :D :D
i got the book i wanted eons of years ago. HAHA! am exaggerating luh. DUH.
well anyway, im soo going to take my own sweet time to savour the book. (;
'The Sleeping Doll' by Jeffery Deaver. sounds so interesting eh?
its a thriller. :D :D :D
ok. went ghost hunting last night and there's only one word to describe it. Eventful.
and trust me, thats an understatement. LOL
i like the trekking part best though. even the mud and steep slopes. LOLOL.
and truth be told, it wasnt as bad as i had expected.
the exploring the mansion part was boring.. i didnt manage to see anything which was i guess, a blessing. but hearing them speak of their experiences, i was alittle envious. HAHA
i had fun, at first. and i wanna do it againnnn!
but this time, without so many problems..
met up with ah ling yesterday afternoon. :D it was nice to meet up with her and chat and hear her laugh after so long. HAHAHA. even the auntie commented that her laugh was infectious. (;
and OMG. i had an impromptu decision to cut my hair luh!
and its like so so so short at the back now. ):
i was calling alot of ppl to ask for opinions. but in the end, i also didnt heed their advices. and went ahead to cut. LOLOL!
AHHHH. its so short now.. i dont know how am i supposed to go to school tomorrow.
im FOREVER doing silly things..
and likewise, im forever jumping from subjects to subjects.
GRRRS. okok.
im off to bed. am dead tired. ):
BYEEEEEE. :D
April 19, 2008
clare posted at 2:59 AM
was just browsing through my past archives and i started thinking about random shit ass stuffs..
stuffs like regrets and so on.
like how i wasted 16+ years of my existence playing around and not taking my studies seriously. but then again, i had fun this 16+ years.
and what, i wasted 4 years doing stuffs i thought was alright. was cool.
when its not.
and how along the way, because of my stubborn and wilful character, i made so many mistakes that i cant turn back.
and can only move forward but live with the mistakes.
ridiculous now that i think back.
i dont even know the reasons for the many things.
and i bet now that half the time , i probably thought i was correct,cute,smart,whatever.
stupid eh.
but now i think again, it doesnt necessarily mean that i'm doing the right thing now either.
like hell.. i NEVER do the right thing.
sheesh.
whats up with me and my crappy posts nowadays?
i guess being away from blogger for too long gives you withdrawal symptoms.
HAHAH.
April 16, 2008
clare posted at 9:05 PM
school lifes getting to be monotonous and dull.))):
and waking up in the morning is getting to be such a chore.
almost everyday. i freaking oversleep.
just today, i woke up at 11 plus. BRILLIANT.
when i was supposed to have woken up BY 8.
and there were more than 15 miss calls given to me by my mum and various friends.
and note: my phone wasn't on silent mode.
QUITE GOOOD. i must have been like deaf.
WTHHHH..
anyway, things these days are messy.
i cant synchronise my thoughts like seriously.
but have decided that i should learn to shut up and not bother bout anything.
and that whatever happens, i will be neutral.
OK. i'm off to watch TV! :D
CIAO! :D
April 14, 2008
clare posted at 3:56 AM
realised i havent changed my blogskin for like, since the past 100 years?
although i am a little sick of this blogskin, i am too lazy to change it.
so screw it. HAHA
and theres a major math test tomorrow.
QUITE GOOD.
not the irritating.
):
oh wells. am becoming alittle sleepy already. HAHA!
goodnights sleeeepyhead. (:
and clare bear is a hero. :D
clare posted at 2:54 AM
everythings alright now! and i cant be any happier after receiving the msg from her last night. :D
but this episode has made me think about lots of stuffs. and i resolve, to be a better friend and to take the initiative to ask my friends out more often.
(:
so mei shen's impromptu chalet sat night was a sucess. :D
save for those fucking annoying kids. I SWEAR.
people who knows me will know how much i love kids.
but, they are one of the rudest and roughest kids i have ever seen.
pissed the hell out of me. and i heard that the mum is like a super nice woman luh.
aye. like whatever.
so anyway, i had like super lots of fun that night. and the foood was great! :D
haha. and love, hezel and i were wearing the jack daniels shirt. MAJORLY WEIRD to see like 3 people in a group wearing the same shirt and it was super funny.
only 6 people (including mei shen) stayed over that night cause the rest had to work next morning but it was hell loads of fun!
HAHA. and there was like something wrong with the guys that night luh. i swear it was like our first time seeing hezel and wee kiat so super high. HAHA!
and time pass super fast when you are having fun. :D
THANK YOU mei shen for being such a wonderful host. i had a great time. :D
LOVE YOU! and
HAPPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE MY DEAR GIRL! :D
dont feel like sleeping now for i dont know what reasons.
ah well, maybe the expresso does indeed works. LOLS.
alright! im off to blog surf now! (:
so ciao! :D
April 11, 2008
clare posted at 11:31 PM
i.. saw something that hurt me alot.
and im at a loss for words.
i dont understand how that one day,that one post, that moment of anger, can push away the memories we have for the past 2 years.
or has it been going on for the past few months and i was too dense to notice.
i should have known something like this would have happened.
and its my fault for my poor time management.
must things really be reduced to this stage? can we bear to let this friendship go?
im trying to accomodate things and people in. but with the different schedule and all, its hard.
and its not good enough.
for everyone i've neglected, im sorry. for being the total insensitive loser i am.
i regret coming online and i regret seeing that post.
because now, i feel like im drowning. i cant catch my breath and i feel the pain.
i care i care i do care about you.
and needless to say, i love you.
but it takes two hands to clap.
can we try again?
me, you and her.
bestfriendsforever.
April 7, 2008
clare posted at 12:52 AM
errrrrr....
WHERE DID MY BLOG MUSIC GO? =.=
quite good. suddenly disappear.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
went to great world today to find love! :D
with pawan and ferran. LOLOL
her first day at work yo. so cute luh. :D
and pawan kumar. thanks for the songs! :D
REALLY REALLY. :D
am so stuck on we the kings's song luh!
SO NICEEEEEE. :D
HAHAHA
ok. this is a short post.
SO NIGHTS PPL. ((((:
April 5, 2008
clare posted at 10:15 PM
OK. im so officially bored with the contents of my blog.
i dont know what to blog about anymore. ):
so i guess random stuffs will do. :D
this year's april fools was one of the best ever man. :D
normal cliche stuffs like colgate oreos stuffs were done and we spent the rest of the day doubting everyone and everything. HAHA
but i think the most brilliant one was the prank me, xuan and pelyn did on our mum.
:D pelyn came up with the brilliant idea! and we had much laughs over it.
and i enjoyed thursdays night work with love, pawan and wee kiat. HAHA
although i did wake up with my back and ass aching the next day. ):
schools starting like really soon for the poly students. HAHA
have fun people! :D
and i kinda miss big gatherings with ppl of cchy. ):
be it chalets or whatever, this holiday was shit ass awesome luh!
but now that school has started, so many things have changed. and being in a different environment, you will start changing unknowingly too.
but dang. i dont know whats up with me. HAHA
and i think i really need to start improving on my written english. WTF.
cant fucking connect the sentences at all.
but from now on. I PROMISE TO BE BACK TO BLOG MORE OFTEN.
i swear i swear.
HAHAHA.
cause my blog's getting to be like fucking boringggggggg. :D
but im off for now. (((:
BYEBYEEEEEEEE!
JINLONG,