January 28, 2008
clare posted at 10:52 PM
watched 'The house'
at vivo on sunday.
it is darn good luh!
it creeped me out like anything. HAHAHA
at least we did not waste our 9.50 watching some crappy show.
and the new jack neo show is definitely a MUST WATCH.
the advertisement was interesting. :D
but the 5 of us were left stranded at harbourfront after midnight.
only teeruiwei's bus was still operating. HAHAHA.
so we bus-ed to serangoon and cabbed home.
:D
job interview on monday morning.
i guess the job is ALRIGHT luh.
but there were no hotties, alright pawan?
HAHAHA.
and damn.
rebecca was introducing hip hop and RnB songs to me luh.
got me addicted. ):
and vincent tan's blog song is super nice also.
i have one window perpetually at his blog. HAHA.
ah wells. im going off.
new year shopping tomorrow! :D
SLAINTE! :D
thats the gaelic term for
CHEERS!" :D
clare posted at 4:53 AM
apply for JAE also no fucking use.
only ITE courses are available.
what can i do?
which poly will want a 30 pointer when there are so many better students.
fucking pathetic.
fucking disgrace.
January 27, 2008
clare posted at 3:44 AM
fear like nothing i have ever felt before.
what can i do?
i dont know. i dont know. i dont fucking know anything.
January 25, 2008
clare posted at 12:31 AM
Im grateful for my parents.
and im grateful for my friends.
im one hell of a lucky bitch.
thank you so much everybody. :D
January 24, 2008
clare posted at 9:58 PM
like chad says,
dont cry over spilt milk.
cry over spilt bird nest!
HAHAHAHA.
LMAO.
except that he used ginseng luh.
but who will cry for spilt ginseng? so bitter.
:D :D :D
RANDOM MUCH.
clare posted at 4:30 PM
as promised, im here. (:
and as expected, my results were crap. hahaha
if i told you i got a double digit, i would just be a mean bitch so i might as well come straight out and tell you all that i got a 30.
and yes. i got an E8 for math and D7 for com.science. HAHAHA
no F9s. :D
all i can do now is to appeal for republic poly , retain or take as private candidate this year.
i dont want to go into an ITE. i'd rather retake as private or retain.
bahh. laugh or smirk at me.
do whatever you want. i do deserve it anyway.
im like so thick skinned luh.
did not cry even when my results are so appalling.
BAHHH.disgusting.
ahh wells.
surfing the net now for what i can probably do.
not left with much options actually. HAHAHA.
clare posted at 1:57 AM
BAHHH.
maybe its the fear for the results or whatever.
but i feel like crying. HAHAHA
i know this is crap.
maybe its a mixture of everything.
the fear of the results and for my already ruined future.
and the regrets.
its the same old things
quite ridiculous actually.
cause i used to think that i dont care. about the results that is.
because i already expect it.
but then again.
once in awhile, it will hit me that i ruined my future.
cant remember how many times i have had this conversation about not learning from the same mistakes with how many different people.
it could have been 20 over times or maybe more.
but it always go the same way and ends with the same few words.
and i will always say the same old thing.
but then, the same thing will happen again.
ironic much.
its regrets for not only wasting the days away not studying but also for the various aspects of my life.
family, friends, relationships. in general, my whole fucking life.
the different things that would have churned out different results if only i had handled them differently.
i hate moments like this when i show my weaknesses and my mind starts wondering.
BAHH. bah black sheeep.
clare posted at 12:18 AM
EH MISSSS.
i dont know anything so you know everything lah?!
and yes. you are SUPER understanding and magnanimous alright?
which im none of.
bloody egoistic ass.
and dont blame mum lah.
the reason she scolded you was for not preparing your school stuffs earlier. its not even related to us quarrelling.
do you think she is so stupid to not know what is logical and whats not?
stop putting the blame on everybody and thing but yourself.
can you honestly say you havent done anything wrong.
BAHH.
YOU are a total waste of my time.
aint gonna carry on with this bloody nonsense.
GOOD RIDDANCE. bitch. :D
I HAVE LOADS TO UPDATE.
pam left for australia on tuesday, 22nd january.
shes staying there for 6 freaking long years. ):
reallydont know how to describe how i feel.
bahhh. cant believe that shes just not here now.
7 hours away.
hope everything will go smoothly for her in australia.
but most importantly, she must be happy.
(:
O level results later on.
worried of course.
who wont be.
but i am not expecting anything. HAHAHA
and if i cry, it will be tears of joy. HAHAHAHAHA
seriously, im easily satisfied.
i will be happy with just a E8 for maths. because, for once, no F9s! :D
on a serious note,
i am quite looking forward to tomorrow actually.
for one thing, get the results over and done with as quickly as possible.
and another thing is, i get to see my school mates, the school,the students and teachers! HAHA
and also, i get to wear the uniform. but not sure if i can even fit into mine. HAHAHA
OH.
and i have a job.
its doing door to door sales and it was my 2nd day of work just now.
its pretty fun.
but SUPER tiring. ):
maybe i can slim down. HAHAHA
had muscle aches this morning.
i know..im lousy like anythinggg. :D
whatever. (:
losing the blogging mood already.
whatever it is, i might blog either tonight or tomorrow.
SHALL SEEEEEEEEEEEee if i will post my results. :D
feel like watching
MY LUCKY STAR again. ):
放羊的星星 (:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.
:D
MUCH LOVES! and BYEEEEEEEEee. (:
January 20, 2008
clare posted at 1:33 AM
HELLLOO miss high and mighty.
what do you think gives you the fucking right to tell me what to do?
you are younger than me for fucks sake and much more immature and not to mention STUPID.
bloody hell. you want to scold vulgarities than say it LOUD.
dont try to be someone you are not.
scold fuck but then act all christian like.
you say i forced you to say the word fuck.
did i take a knife and hold it at your neck forcing you to say it?
you make your own choices.
BLOODY DISGUSTING.
BLOODY COWARD.
was i wrong in telling you not to buy the cardigans.
count how many fucking cardigans you have luh. FOUR. all in different colours.
isnt it fucking time to stop?
i have many clothes.
but at least i dont buy the same old fucking thing more than once.
how old am i and how old are you?
telling you to type and spelll properly is to help you.
who fucking spells call as kol?
apparently, only you.
typing twit gets you no where.
if you want, then continue. go ahead and fail your fucking english for all i care.
and dont say sorry if you dont fucking mean it.
LOSER.
its too bad that me and you are world apart.
you go be the angel then.
act all christian and holy like.
i will continue being my devil and give you hell.
and i, wong jin long unlike you, will feel neither apologetic nor guilty typing all this out.
January 18, 2008
clare posted at 1:07 AM
SHOPPING with mum just now was the absolute best.
HAHAHA.
she was in this super generous mood luh.
and kept asking me if i want to buy this and that.
but i managed to control! :D
but had ice creams at swesens for desert. :D
was a lil too sweet for my taste buds though. (:
and restocked on make-ups. :D
no clothes no shoes. nothing! for once. (;
and i cant wait for chinese new year! :D
YAAAYYYYS! :D :D :D
clare posted at 12:36 AM
was back from the chalet yesterday! :D
and it was FUNNN! (:
the boys got drunk the first night!
HAHAHa. lousy ass-es.
but they drank alot.
the worst drinker was leslie lim. LOUSYYY LIKE ANYTHING.
and i disfigured him. :D hopefully permanently. HAHA.
we did not have any night walks the both nights cause we were busy watching horror movies! :D
and apparently, pawan is more scary than the movie. HAHAHA. :D
wild wild wet immediately when we reached and played for less than an hour and it rained!
bahh.. waste of time. ):
BBQ on the second night.
and me and rui wei had fun marinating the chicken! :D
many people came for the bbq and stayed over too! :D
we gambled a hell lot. :D
hezel was the best. -.- he started out with zero and ended up winning 6 dollars. HAHA
but he donated it all to ruiwei for the bbq! :D
the 3 days were kinda short i feel. ):
hopefully in march there will be another one again! :D
but this time, more girls please. HAHAHA
the ratio was seriously pathetic luh.
but we will all be seeing each other soon.
for results. HAHAHA
very nervous actually.
but its too late to do anything but wait.
oh wells.
im off to watch dou niu, yao bu yao.
but fang yang de xing xing is still the best! :D :D :D
LOVES! (:
January 13, 2008
clare posted at 12:13 PM
My Lucky Star is the BEST drama ever.
i swear i swear i swear.
emotions so raw i have never felt before.
their
acting are BRILLIANT.
flawless. (:
even better than all the harry potter put together!
(thats the highest compliment i can pay ever. cause harry potter is the world's most precious thing to me. or at least used to be. HAHAHA)
this drama made me cry more than i ever have in my whole life.
made me feel like baning the evil bitch to the 18th level of hell.
made me fall in love. with jimmy lin and the character he played. (but of course, mike he, jay chou, edison chen,wentworth miller and jesse mccartney are following closely behind. :D )
HAHAHAHA.
im blabbering incoherently.
maybe its due to the fact that i sacrificed my sleep just to finish the whole serial!
you may think i am silly.
maybe i am.. but this drama taught me ALOT of things. :D
how to trust the people around you, trust in love, how to love, the mistakes not to make just to be able to suceed in life, how to forgive, how to right wrongs and be happppy. (:
it also helped me found that love i used to have for stars. :D
and of course most importantly, it told me what my ideal boyfriend must be and the chracteristics he must have. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ;)
its going to take a million years if i were to find someone like tianqi. :D
HAHAHA.
i swear!
My Lucky Star is the bestest show ever! :D
放羊的星星 最棒! :D :D :D :D :D
clare posted at 10:12 AM
why must it always be that hapiness be built on other's tragedies.
clare posted at 3:22 AM
i've always thought that dignity and pride to a woman, is very important.
but after watching My Lucky Star, i figured, i might be wrong.
if you love someone deep enough, maybe dignity doesnt matter as much anymore.
but of course, the other party must be worth it.
how would i know anyway.
i mean,know if the other party is worth it or not.
bahhh.
whatever..
a lighter note,
I CANT WAIT FOR THE CHALET ON MONDAY. ((:
supersuper excited! :DDD
January 11, 2008
clare posted at 10:43 PM
IM SORRY TO THE PEOPLE I PASS THE VIRUS TO. )):
i promise never to go out again the next time im sick.
really really sorry.
im like a walking hazard or something. =.=
SORRRRY. ):
January 10, 2008
clare posted at 5:18 AM
feeling this sudden urge to blog while listening to a song.
dont know bout what exactly.
but the song managed to evoke unconscious feelings inside me.
and i think the problem with we humans is that we leave too many things unsaid.
or maybe its just me.
it might be that we are too lazy or too busy.
but sometimes i think busy is only an excuse i give.
BAHHHH.
whats wrong with me again.
sometimes, i think being a woman gives so much of an insecurity.
not that i dont like being a woman with all the advantages like being able to wear skirts,shorts and make-up.
but we are the weaker sex in terms of strength.
and when a man is daring(in certain stuffs), we say he is brave and courageous. but when a woman does certain things a man does, we say she is thick-skinned.
of course there are not only these examples.
dont deny. no matter how the world keeps emphasizing on equality and fairness between the two genders, stereotyping will always exist.
am i crapping?
HAHAHA.
everyone's so different.
what do they want?
what do i want?
my many questions answered and this void feeling inside me to be gone....and perhaphs, something more...
January 8, 2008
clare posted at 12:11 AM
forgot to thank BAOWEN for her honey lollipop yesterday.
she was so sweet luh!
and she kept to her words. :D
THANK YOU YEO BAO WEN! (:
rreally touched.
and im really sorry norlyn, for passing the virus to you.
urrghh. feeling so uber guilty.
shes having fever and everything now. and its all my fault! ):
SORRRRY. really really. ):
January 6, 2008
clare posted at 5:05 PM
been having fever from last night till this afternoon.
urghh. it was fucking unbearable. ):
and my temperature this morning was 38.8!
am feeling so much more better now though. :D
went for the just brass ensemble yesterday night.
its been ages since i have been to a band concert.
the last concert i've been to was actually appassionato 2. which was 2 years ago.
i am definitely going for appassionato 3 this year (if there is even one.) LOL.
i liked the second half better though cause sheryl and vincent were performing! :D
sheryl damn zai can? she was the only girl lehs!
and vincent had a solo!
LOLOL.
congratulations sheryl koh darling and vincent tan. :D
BYEBYEEEEEe.(:
January 5, 2008
clare posted at 1:50 AM
im taking a break with my drama serials. :D
but i will be back for them!
currently halfway through LOVE CONTRACT. :D
HAHAHA
LOADS OF LOVE, LOVE. (:
January 4, 2008
clare posted at 4:04 AM
I'M HERE WITH PICS! :D
just realised that the last time i posted pics was in september '07 and thats really loonnnnggg ago.
HAHA.
these are random pics and some are from last year.
posting them up for laughs as some are really silly. :D
also, i am using seperate posts cause its more convenient and easier. LOLS.
CHALET PICS (took me a little time uhs. :D SORRY)
xuan and matt. :D
sweet ehs?
zhongshou and matt.
LOLOL
this is actually from tings chalet in march. but i posted it out to show how retarded benjamin can be. :D
and how much he has MATURED. :D HAHAHA
clare posted at 4:03 AM
XUAN, TING and ME. :D 
with MIKO and CHRIS, the doggies. :D
TING AND ME. :D
XUAN AND ME. :D
(note the significant height difference. HAHAHA)
:D
ABSOLUTE LOVES! (:
clare posted at 4:02 AM
on our way to making the class-teeee.
our random lesbo moment. :D
(we didnt actually kiss of course. :D )
11-11-07 was the day we found our mr right. :D
norrrrlynLOVE.
and me. :D
unfortunately, they were the same guy...
clare posted at 4:01 AM
PARTYWORLD. :D
im in love.
with CYNTHIA. :D
OOH??
DEX. :D
ONG ZHONG SHOU.
he looks so gay when singing right?
BUTTTT.. what you dont see is this....
......
the SUPER MUSCULAR HIM.
(no photoshop ok? its real! )
but i cant believe that when he was young, he was...
....so 'niang'. (the one on the right. )
:D
clare posted at 4:00 AM
OK!and i'm gonna end this picture post with a picture of
ME AS THE
DRAG QUEEN. :D
*AIR KISSES*
(abit like kumar from arts central hor? )
January 3, 2008
clare posted at 10:57 PM
2008 got off to a fun start.
it was pretty ironic as we were eating and discussing year 2008 & 7.
and i realised that the
first meal of the year was
chong pang nasi lemak.
and the
first drink of the year was
pear absolute vodka with root beer.( I KNOW. weird combination. but it works. LOL)
and for a person who has only been to kbox once in her whole life, eight hours of partyworld is more than enough. LOL.
had karaoke for 3 days straight. incredible.
AND
O'lvl results are going to be released in JANUARY!
like wtf. ))):
not sure what the exact date is though cause many people gave different dates. HAHA.
but one thing is for sure, its in january.
but the thing is.. it is before chinese new year!
everyone is going to ask for my results. and im going to be too paiseh to say loh. HAHA
ok. whatever.
not really in a mood to blog now.
once again the word
KARMA.
super disapointed.
i have really never thought of you as a person capable of such deeds.
you jerk.
but no matter what, lets all three girls stick through thick and thin together.
MUCHLOVES FOREVER.
JINLONG, 