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October 21, 2007
clare posted at 5:08 PM

im terribly sick of whining about the O's.
this particular post had been written and erased 5 times.
it just isnt turning out right.
im so afraid. that my words might be too..
i dont know.
just that it doesn't have that kind of feeling i want. the impact i want.
HAHHAHA.
which is ridiculous.
im just super paranoid this few weeks.
and i dont know whats the cause of it.

im just super frustrated now.
seem to have lost the feeling for posting when i was so excited to do so just now.

i just hope theres a way to climb out of this big hole i have dug for myself.

foolish me. thats what i say.