like how seriously pro is that? HAHA!
although there were times i really did felt like ending this blog though.. cause i feel like it is not able to portray what i really feel and think. but it might just be my language problem. hahas.
but it holds fond memories.. loads and loads of them.
although,some i would rather forget...
but still. whether good or bad..they are a part of me. and i guess.there will be a time in the future when i will look back and read my previous posts with fond memories and cringe at the childish things i said and did. HAHA.
ahhh. but the one thing i REALLY REALLY dont like is my blogs url.
NB. it looks damn freaking retarded lohs. and without meaning. HAHAHA. but i find it super troublesome to change link and ask everyone to relink me again..so im BEARING with it.(:
and i guess making mistakes along the way is how we all learn.. no matter how big the price is in the end..
pastor once said.. we reap what we sow.
it then hit me really hard..its true.so true..
so many times..i have heard that phrase..but never has it gone into my head.
perhaphs it hit me many times harder that day because i was feeling down..
but anyway..i realise its true..
i reaped insolence. and see what i got back in the end.
it was my fault. but everyone had to pay for it.. if it was only me..it would have at least been much better.
i reaped laziness. and now i have to work dunno how many freaking times harder.
dumb like anything..
& until now. theres still him in my mind.
even though i told myself no.
ages..and ages..
just how long is it going to take..
AHHH.
when will i actually start thinking and doing what is right for once..
but ending this blog post on a happier note. (:
i think i like my reformated com now. HAHA.
i can always find new pics. (: create new files. and have ppl send me new songs. ((:
thanks pawan and eugene for the songs!. ((:
oh wells.
im off. (:
have yakked enough. im tired. ((:
Labels: REMINISCENCE
JINLONG,