WHY the fuck do i always do stupid things.
im really pissed at myself.
i still can't do it.
how?
and i really thought i could. i really did.
AND NOW. i made a mess of everything again.
im tired.
i really am.
this life is a mess.
a freaking big mess.
and all those GIANTS?
im sorry. but i just can't break'em.
the just seem to grow.
and grow and GROW.
-end of my means-
and don't ask me why.