u know what suddenly?
i feel so sick just looking at my blog.
it suddenly seems so.. i duno.. fake?
and everything just seems so surreal.
and its fading..
from a coloured one to black and white.
well. at least i can see clearer
i guess.
feel so stoned luhs.
so numbed.
i can seriously laugh at something not funny now.
and for ages too
and i actually caught on to the uber big clue that you guys gave.
i caught on.
im not dumb you know?
or maybe i am. cause the clue was just so obvious,i could not miss it even if i had wanted to.
ah well.
what the fuck am i talking about.
hahas. gibberish. ((: