TODAY was a good day. :))
nothing really bad happened.
but i think there will be some bad things happening tomorrow.
like miss kaur scolding me. :((
cause i did not hand in a SINGLE of her work.
IM SO SCREWED.
oh wells. :))
and norlyn sent me some super nice songs. :))
THANKS NORRR.
but that stupid bitch kept on making fun of me in class today. :(((
SHE SAID I HAD A BALD SPOT!!! RAWRS.
i don't lohs. than she called me LARD. :((
but miss wong was nice. (i think)
at least she did help me. :)) but she reminded me of how NERDY i was in secondary one. :((
HAHAHA
den me and ting and xuan and wee had lunch together.
:)))
den ting went for tuition. xuan went to wee's house and i went home to change. :)
CAUSE THERE WAS JAMMING!! *pheweets*
seriously missed those jamming session lahs.
it was FUN!!!
:))) so we finished at around 6 plus? and than we went for dinner at the roti prata place.
than we went home!! wahahas.
and being the kind gentleman hezel is.. he sent me home. :)) hahaha.
oh and yes.
emo talked with norrrrlyn today.
reali enjoyed it.
not in the sense of having fun.
but more like i think we really needed it.
THANKS NORR.
ohwells. actually,i think i shocked the hell out of myself also lahs.
i realised alot of things while talking with norr.
things i did not realise before today.
and i still remember the dates.
GOSH. ME? a girl thats so bad with numbers..
it hurts. it really hurts.
but what can i do?
everything i say,im just contradicting myself.
i think i am seriously fucking pathetic lahs.
GOD. i hate this situation.
i have to stop this.
i really have to.
i have got to have fun and stop stop stop stop thinking about him.
i can do it.
i MUST do it.
but i can't bear to.
i am scared that if i do.. and my thoughts of him actually fades..
my feelings for him will too.
URGHHH.
in a dilemma.
this fucking emotional turmoil is driving me crazy.
&& i was left staring at the card he gave with tears running down my cheek.
&& wondering what has happened to all the promises he made.
JINLONG,