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March 2, 2007
clare posted at 4:35 PM

i give up. :)
i can never do it.
HAH!
as if i ever could.
NO WAY.
im just not strong enuf.
im sorry.
THERES NO WAY TO END THIS.
fark this. i hate myself.




bleeding.




dreaming.



whrs dat passion used to go?
the passion i had for the things i once loved doing so much.
my drum..
my drawing..
i havent touched my sketch book for... ages?
i have no more confidence. i cant draw. i cant play the drum. nd most of all.i wunbe able to forget.
IM SORRY.

i cant study either. yesterday stay up till so late.
told myself i was studying. well..at least i tried to.
but todays test.. FLUNKING IT AGAIN. farking mind WAS BLANK.
wateva.
wateva i do its USELESS.

im sorry.


FORGIVE ME.


my head is saying "fool.FORGET HIM."
but my heart is saying"DON't LET GO."


i wish my heart could beat.



BLEEDING.