fuck lahs. nb.
FAMILY DRAMA .
chee bye.
first ever since the motivational camp.
u cry den win lahs.
ccb.
I AM DAMN FUCKING PISSED.
wah lan ehs.
first one to get hit by dad is me.
nb. i how old lerhs.
knn. everything always my fault mahs.
coz i oldest. so have to give in rite?
FUCK lah. crap lah hors.
knn. den she wat..throw my things correct ahs?
but i think i must have made dat bloody bitch reali pissed coz she suddenly shout FUCKER lah. chee bye. at me.
GOD. i laughed like fuck mans.
even though i was like super pissed.
imagine guai kia scold vulgarity.
this was like the first ever since the motivational camp.
first time ever since the motivational camp i shouted vulgarities at home.
first time ever since the motivational camp i hit my sis.
first time ever since the motivational camp i really quarreled with my parents.
and to think i thought the peace could last.
but i started everything again.
FUCK lahs.
my mum could tell something was wrong with me.
she ask me that day.." you 'shi lian' arhs"
i was reali fucking shocked.
she could tell.
at home.. i totally withdrew from everyone again lahs.
like last time.
what i was before the motivational camp.
i spent hours in front of the com and totally ignores everyone.
FUCK lahs.
i reali.. i don't know lahs.
Feeling fucking.. grrr.
im seriously about to burst from all the emotions inside me.
I made the environment at home tensed.
I made the atmosphere at home so FUCKED UP.
I I I.
it's me.
i think i am back to what i was in the past.
AM I?
anger knows no limits.
but regrets never ends.
everythings just going haywire.
and its my fault again.
everything just always is.
forget it.
and i aint being sarcastic.
i mean it.
EVERYTHING.
im sorry to disappoint once again.
JINLONG,