today was a farking sad day. although i had fun in the afternoon.. nd our class got 2nd for the CNY decoration.. bad things happened. shit happens all the time.

but well. i guess the one things we(FourE) were looking forward to,were the prize presentation. WOW. we got 2nd place. we even beat 4j. which is kinda unbelievable. yep. but i think FOurE deserves it. coz they have been putting in alot of effort.
to FOUR E, iim sorry guys that i wasnt there to join in the fun. coz i decided not to come to sch on this particular day. iim sori. i regreted not coming lerhs. LOL. den canot go HIGH wif u guys. hahas. i love u guys loads. thanx everyone from four e for making this possible. smwarks. ii love u guys forever. mwarks. i love all of u so damn much.

i met ming xuan,peggie, ames,llewelyn nd hoyin to go back to pri sch today. den at there.. we met kai xun nd jonathan lam. den sebestian foo oso came along. we slacked at our pri sch all the way from 12+ to 4+. xDD. me.. xuann. piggie. sebastian. jon nd khairul den went to play ground nd slack. den jon had to go off. den the rest of us sit down there nth to do. haha. chit chat nd play lame games. den we decided to go back. change nd bathe den come out nd meet for dinner. xuann decided to go to church last min so we went off w/o her. we went to causeway point derh pastamania eat. at there we saw almost all of the 4f ppl, hahas. having reunion dinner. so cool. den nigel ong nd minette looked damn nice man. hahas. den we went to eat nd had so much fun. den we went shopping nd i bought a new jacket from i.p zone. damn damn nice lahs. den i saw THE BYTCH. wif watson. den we walk walk walk den we saw jonathan teo. onli that he din see us. hahas. den we cab to sunplaza. khairul went back. den we went sun plaza derh mac nd slack nd den xuann came. we played loads of stupid game. den this blardy aunite made me so angry i shouted at her not to diao us den the whole mac looked at me. *oops* but fark care lahs. dat auntie so guailan. zzz. at mac.. we toked bout alot of things. den sebastian told us his story. we forced him to. his story veri similar to our story. i felt like i was hearing qiangs point of view wen sebastian was toking to us. hell. i felt so god damn farking guilty. i realised.. hell. iim such a farking bytch. i nvr tot for him.nvr stood in his shoes. it was just ME ME nd ME. iim sorii. it was so similar. but its too late for regrets. BYTCH. no use animore!
den i saw wei ling. den we went back. den KOR called me. things went wrong. i reali duno wat to do. feeling overwhelmed. i onli have a heart. i reali cant take all this. iim sorii. i dun wan my BEST gurlfrens to be hurt either. i love them so so much. but all this are just words. i have to prove it. nd i m sori ppl. if i have neglected uu. iim sorii. im such a blardy bytch. iim reali sori

then i was at my hse downstairs. din feel like going home. coz wanted to think through things. oh god. wat is happening. whole time sebastian was there. he was damn nice. he pei me the whole time nd gave me his opinions. iim sorii to make him wait so long.den i went home at around 1:30 am. thank you sebastian..
sorii mum. make u stay up just for me. reali sorii for being so selfish.

hell. this is too much. iim sorii.