things are all going wrong.
baby. i just miss u so much.
its all my fault..
i din noe how to treasure everiting in the past..
nd its too late for regrets now.
god noes how mani chances i was given.
nd yet. each time..
ii messed up.
god noes how much u suffered throughout the whole time wif me.
nd yet i was still so stubborn.
you are the onli one i want. the onli one dat i reali need.
so mani things i just wanna say to uu boii.
but its so difficult just to look at you,
much less tok to u.
its painful to noe dat u dun care animore.
it hurts just to noe that things have truly ended.
i want u to be hapii.
but the selfish part of me just wonder.
does it hurt u as much as it hurt me tat we are no longer together.
smtimes the memories comes slowly back.
smtimes its a flash.
everiting i do. it reminds me of u. so painfully.
ur smiles. are the onli ones i want.
ur huggs. are the onli ones i desire.
ur kisses are the onli ones i yearn for.
nd a place in ur heart is all i wish for.
i tot i was strong. i tot i din care.
but no. im breaking underneath the mask.
i tot all i needed..was to forget.
but i realise i cant do that.
no matter how hard i try.
its not gonna work.
yesterday is gone.
will tmr ever come?
soon there will be light.
nd yet another day will past.
but the same old things will always happen.
i LOVED uu. nd i always will.