i dun understnad lerhs. i dun wanto understand aniting lerhs. i feel so blur. like everiings fading. i laugh at everyjoke. but..iits like i m not reali there. my hartt.my soul is like elsewhere.. tinking bout things..hiim mainly.. muh hartts dead. DEAD. like wat is happening. wong jin long din used to be like tis. no she din. she was strong. wasn't she? so wat ever is happening to her will pass.. its just mood swings..i m sure.
now..hu m i trying to kid? hahaha. its not supposed tuu be like tis. i m supposed to write how the story ends.. not hiim. isn't iit? my laughter sounds so fake. to muh own ears. my style of typing..so unreal tuu muh own eyes.ii din used to type like tis. so wat is happening to me now? questions swimming in muh own head. so mani tings. i dun understand. i reali tot nth lerhs. tat it was au over lerhs. but now.. muh tears just begging tuu be let out. but ii wun let myself cry. coz iim strong. so numbED to everiting. its reali as if..everytings DEAD.
JINLONG,